Strumming Some Heartstrings


Saturday, August 20, 2011
at 7:41 PM



Just realized, I have not updated this dead town for more than a year?
Been inspired to blog, thanks to WongFuProductions, Philip Wang's blog reminds me of this ghost town, which is dead for more than a year.

Firstly, so many things have changed within the year I've stopped blogging, all thanks to twitter.
But, just within 2011, alot have changed. There's so many life-changing moments I'd like to share but its too personal. No matter what, Im thankful that I've pulled through everything. Alot has changed actually, not only the surrounding but also within? I wouldnt say I've matured alot, but I think I can safely say I've learned much more things in life? I hope I dont sound too childish... but 2011's definitely an eventful year for me. Actually, Im grateful that I survived everything, even though, sometimes, I wished some things didnt have to happen. But I guess thats God's will right? Everything happens for a reason.

Oh,and I start to gain more understanding towards myself and realize Im actually a very conflicted person. Its like, sometimes Im optimistic and cheerful, but just as much times, Im an emo kid, pessimistic and all. Maybe thats all part of growing up, like a phase or something? But Im thankful for my friends this year. Very very grateful for them, especially my classmates. Not to mention Danielle, Vii, Jos, Kevin and Edison. These people were there for me when I needed them the most. And I daresay, life's definitely much better with them. I really appreciate them, esp my classmates, since we're all going through a tough nation wide exam in a few months? Im glad we all came together because, this time last year? We werent as close as we are now, its like, we're just plain classmates. Now, school's a better place and I love going to school because of them. Official life as a student (proper) is gonna end in a few months time. Im so not prepared for it but I guess it'll come faster than I know. And I hope, by this time next year, I can still safely say that my best friends now are still the ones I hang out with.

And also, Im 18 now. I dont know what that number consist of. More freedom? More responsibilities? Well, right now, I have to prepare really hard for this nation wide exam. But the thing is, Im not prepared. Yes... so not prepared for it. In about 3 months time, I have to take an exam that determines whether I get to go to Uni or not. But right now, Im still failing every single subject. I seriously think I wont make it to a local uni. SERIOUSLY. I dont know what to feel about it actually. The fear still hasnt set in yet, though I hope it'll set in soon.

Oh, and the two pretty babies and the top of my post, are Hawaii (black) and Miami(brown). They're my new babies. I think I gave them cute names! Time flies isnt it? Mocha,Grouch and Polie are already 7 years old. I know 'the time' has to come sooner or later, but lets not go into that. Hawaii and Miami sure brought alot of joy into my life. And with the departure of my maid ( who ran away actually )... 5 rabbits are definitely hard to take care of. But Im glad, I took up the responsibilities of taking care of them. Thats my rabbit's family portrait on the top of the post. As you can see, Im a pet lover... I hope they stay healthy always!

What else to talk about... hmm... there's so many things actually but I think Im gonna end here. I hope I'll blog more often in time to come. What an awkward moment if I blog tmr too...haha. Right now, I cant wait for my exams to end. Maybe life would be better after this. I can finally have some long-deserved fun. The last time I actually partied was 3 months ago at Danielle's birthday? Then I got busy with school and my bed. Just realize we didnt get Danielle a cake but we bought her a perfect gift though!

Goodnight =)

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Saturday, September 18, 2010
at 11:48 PM

This blog seems like its dead.
So many many many things happened during these few months that made time passed so fast.Its gonna be Promos in a weeks time and soon,there goes my JC1 life.
I cant believe its already like what?September?
A year is gone just like that.

I feel so emo now, that I just want promos to either end now or never would come.Kthxbye.

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Monday, July 05, 2010
at 10:56 PM

Weather : Typical
Mood : Reluctant

So School's gonna start tmr.So does P.E.Damn it!
I cant wait for the next holiday please.Its like so far away though I know it will come very soon.Though life this 2-3 months gonna be tough.Im gonna be pissed.And tired.
But I gotto always rmb " Everything happens for a reason."

Gosh.I really need to ink this phrase somewhere.
HIMYM and WGM should be able to get some stuffs away from my mind.
Thinking about tomorrow just turns me off ttm.
Gonna have to wake up 530 in the morning and sit through lectures after lectures.
Trying to pry my eyelids open.You know what, Im gonna tweet even more.

I so need buffet to make up for my unhappiness.

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Friday, July 02, 2010
at 6:21 PM

Spent the entire day watching How I met your Mother Season 1.
Literally entire day.Its like the third best sitcom ever!
Haha,first is definitely Friends and then Big Bang Theory.
But whatever,its like LEGENDARY - Barney!
These types of sitcom is so me.And I love Barney and Ted.They're like the coolest.

"Haaave you met Ted?" - Barney,HIMYM.

Yeah,and I didnt go to school today.And midyears over.
And its been raining since 1pm ( 5 and half hours alr ).And I just spent the entire day watching HIMYM. And I dont have to study.And Monday's a holiday.
So what do you think?Life's a Nirvana for me.Woohoo.Grab on tight.


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Tuesday, June 22, 2010
at 4:00 AM

I get so easily affected after some incident.
Its like I care too much about how people think of me sometimes,
that I make myself unhappy.Which is redundant.
I ought to tell myself why care about people?
It was just a simple action but yet I was so affected.

Plus,might be the midyears stress.Been studying like a bitch for the past week.
Been studying till 5am in the morning.I didnt even study that hard for any midyears.
I guess I must be overly competitive or what am I trying to prove?

Im in such a bad mood now.I really dont want to go back to school.
I hate my school.And I hate studying.
Its just,Im not happy anymore.And Im so pissed about that.
Sigh...I need to be stronger.And shall look on the bright side.
1 year plus left.I can do it right? I cant wait to get out of my school,and this ugly blue uniform. I hate the colour blue so much right now.And I hate every single bitches I've encountered throughout this year.I really dont want this holiday to end.

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Friday, June 18, 2010
at 4:07 AM

Argentina v.s South Korea
4 : 1

I am uber sad.Park Ji Sung didnt score today =(
Sigh.Its 4 plus in the morning and Im up awake.I dont feel like sleeping or whatsoever.
I think its because I dont want to wake up tomorrow morning and study.
I was so depressed at South Korea's lost and my epic fail maths, I binge during SUPPER.

THATS LIKE A SIN OK.

I had a bowl of soup,cheesefries and then tiramisu.
Fat die me.TTUM.
I dont feel like sleeping at all.And I got sudden urge for breezer.
Sian.I heard that I have to get an E for maths to promote.
How screwed am I?

Enough said.Well,to hell with midyears.Seriously.
Cant wait for second bro to come Singapore.
Or at least Vii to return from Russia,some serious food bingeing needed right now.
Sick of studying.Sick of Maths.Sick of my literature books.
FML.TTUM.

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Tuesday, June 15, 2010
at 1:09 AM

I just finished watching Lovers in Paris yesterday.
I spent one entire day watching it. 17 hours straight.
Park Shin Yang is damn hot inside I swear.Him as Han Ki Joo is just loved.
And those famous lines in the drama...got me crazy the entire day.

" aegi ya! Kaja! "

Keke...And the famous scene,
" noh pabo ya?Cho namja nae saram i da,nae ae in ida.Wae Malreul mottae?!"
I can squeal about this the entire day...So dreamy so dreamy.

Craziest thing is.
Im watching What Happened In Bali now.
Just watched this morning,and im at episode 17 now.
Not finished,I studied for 5 hours today too....So fair and square.
This show is getting on my nerves seriously.Jo In Sung is damn hot and so is So Ji Sub but what the hell?I cant stand Ha Jiwon inside the show.Her character is such a bitch.Flirting with both guys and act pity.Is so whatever. The reason why I wanna watch finish is because of Jo In Sung.He's too cute and hot inside this drama. But I accidentally watched a fan-made video of it and damn pissed.Its hell spoiler. And I saw the ending.DAMN ANGRY WITH MYSELF NOW.

THE ENDING SUCKS.

Hmmm...what should I watch tomorrow?Hehe XD

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Sunday, June 13, 2010
at 1:29 AM

Korea v.s Greece
2 : 0

South Korea won their first match in World Cup 2010!!
Yay!And what makes me even happier is that,
Park Ji Sung scored the second goal!And I saw that!!!
The hand waving...keke...IM SO HAPPY ! South Korea FTW!
I hope they continue winning...seems like team is in a good shape!

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Saturday, June 12, 2010
at 1:10 AM

Fifa World Cup 2010 kickoff just ended!
Im in a total mood of parading.I love World Cup.
Not like Im a big soccer fan or what,I just love competition like this.
Where I get to see my favourite players representing their countries,so serious.

South Africa v.s. Mexico
1 : 1

I cant wait for tomorrow's match.
South Korea v.s Greece
I personally root for Korea,not that I dont support Greece,
I just love Park Ji Sung more than anyone else.
Im sure everyone is gonna look forward to his performance tomorrow. I cant wait...
And its at such a wonderful timing,1930. Dinner time,at least its not in the morning.
WORLD CUP IS JUST SO GREAT.

I just wanna parade around right now.Bask in the mood.

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Friday, June 11, 2010
at 12:52 AM

Weather : Typical
Mood : Beverly hill-ish

Since its holiday,I should really blog more.If not I'll forget about all these stuff happening real soon.Had a chat with erge today.Hella funny.Though great news, he should be visiting around July.Yippie.One month from now!!We're gonna go universal studio if time permits.Cant believe its been half a year since Im back from Taiwan.

Its crazy cause it feels like just yesterday that I had just started school.And now, im facing midyears coming?Things been going on too fast.I feel like Im losing youth. It sounds really weird but seriously,I feel like im not doing my youth some justice. Im gonna be young just this once,I wanna do something to make it memorable. Well, apparently not,with strict educational system like this. :( Uber upset.I feel like things are just going on too fast...6 months has passed!Half a year just gone like that, and I felt as it I did nothing.Well...ought to be thankful that life's been calm than crazy ones.

Vii's leaving for Russia today.Actually 49 min from now?Haha...Choir competition.This reminds me of my Italy trip.Oh gosh...the plane ride was just crazy.
We met up a few days back for nothing.Plainly because I was just too bored and I didnt wanna rot at home.Had Jap food,which tasted really weird and Ben and Jerry.
I dont really eat ice cream but Vii told me the scariest thing ever.Like I've known her for 11 years...and this is the first time I've heard about it.She never tried Ben and Jerry's before.Thats just crazy!Even people like me who dislikes ice cream ate it before and she,the famous dessert freak have never tried it.Win in life. Couldnt take it,brought her there.She didnt like it.I did though.Haha!












" I don't know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot. " - Marilyn Monroe.
She answer all my doubts.

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