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at 10:35 PM

Hey... Im going off but suddenly,I dun feel like already... Im gonna miss my rabbits...no one's gonna take care of them,who would take care of 2 bossy rabbits?My brother found a friend who can take care of them but I really dun trust anyone.Suddenly,I feel the worriness and "shebude" in my heart~Hey...what am I going to do?Who can take care of my rabbits?They will surely feel scared and they surely wont eat good in there...

Im going off for 2 weeks...I miss them...who can take care of them?If other ppl take care of them,fluffly and xiaobai surely wont like it...they dont easily trust ppl and surely will not stay well there!Only if my maid can stay to take care but my dad is bringing her to malaysia...I really hope she can stay to take care of my rabbits...they really mean alot to me!hELP......!!!



at 11:26 AM

Today change font colour bah...Hibernated till 11am plus...haha...pig rite?Last friday was a disaster...so scary you know~Mdm Lenny want us to tell words right from our heart,like who dun like us or who have we hurt...I was the first to cry~sobs....I very scared to tell but I did at last

We cried...we hugged...we forgive

we learn to forgive and learn how to apologise...
The feeling of forgiving is really at least 100 times better than hating someone

We will start afresh in term 3,we are all friends~Peace

No misunderstanding will be in our hearts...

I dun wanna grow up...I wanna be with 1/9 forever

Can dun seperate us?

I love each and everyone of them...I dunnoe what am I going to do if they leave?

1e9 rocks~



at 5:11 PM

Super tired and embarass today...Was like clearing table then there's like alot of things to bring home...I carried the recycle bag and a magazine rag lor...so heavy!Its like the bag strap broke(3) then I had to carry them by hands...its totally too heavy!I almost fell in the bus while I reach to the machine to tap my ez link...aiyo!So diu lian...then carry that big thing in gwc,so many ppl like I just got fired by my boss then I gotta pack things home...haha!Vanessa ate then she came to my house...we were like talking jokes and about how our table are that messy!We were even comparing how lousy are our results...I won in the end...yeah!No...I should be ashame!haha

Its good to see her...felt happier each and everytime I see her!She helped me alot...thanks darling...thanks for helping me carry all my stuff...sry to trouble you kae?But...I asked you out its not because of helping me carry my stuff its that I just wanna meet you!Seriously... I feel happier when I see you...I felt stressless and trouble-free~You are just always there to help me...hey...really thanks for helping me do so many things and not grumble a single word... thanks... Its really good to have you!

Here...I wanna thank vanessa,shruthi,yimqi,amelia,kwanling,clara,rebecca for always been a gd friend,being there for me!I really never thought of making so many gd friends in my life... Although we may quarrel(bicker) but in the end we will still patch up!I treasure each and every single day I had with you guys...laughters and joy!Thanks guys...love ya alot...muackz!



at 7:37 PM

Holiday's coming...its welcoming me with open arms...help!Today...it was a messy day,I should say its messy....everything didnt come in order~Its rushing...maybe its because I want it to be too slow for last time so its rushing now...!I seriously think that I should really take a rest and let me forget all the stress(sch work and more) during that sleep!I seriously need rest...I've been too hardoworking,not in the way of studying...haha...but its in the way of doing things!I've been too stress up by doing things...although Im happy that I have all my gd friends with me but will betrayer ruin our friendship?I want the clique to be together,not seperated.I trust each and everyone of you guys till now...not even a second that I thought anyone would betray!

This is how I trust a gd friend...surely no nid to mension my bestest friend vanessa!I give her all my trust and I got her trust in return,I hope all my friends are also like that.I hope to get each and every trust from you guys,I wont take it for granted,I will treasure it and keep it in my heart forever...Im too gullible?Am I?I admit,I dun get angry over friends unless they really make me angry.I dont wanna be angry with ppl I trust,whats the use?It will just make it worst...maybe sometimes Im sacarstic ...hehe...thats me!But I wont get angry for negative comments...!Thats me too...accept it or not,its just me,And I love the way I am so if you dun like it then get lost and dont disturb me...Im just like that~Cant change the way I am but Im truly and seriously satisfied with myself although some harsh actions make me seem irritating...haha...

I love the way I am...truly...but maybe you hate it but I'll try to change!



at 3:18 PM

You know...I really can accept ppl saying negative comments about me but please dun criticise and irritate me,if you're not happy,just come and tell me straight into my face,I respect you,but if you keep being anonymous,its getting irritating...Someone in my blog and vanessa's blog keep being anonymous,and the one in vanessa's blog is irritating!The person says bad things,vulgarities,alot of things that criticise her.Im getting really angry,you may say its not my business but the only thing I wanna shout back at you is : If it concerns vanessa,it concerns me.

The person wanna meet vanessa,I think the person is so childish,really need an age check!It plays anonymous and keep saying that the reality whateva,criticising ppl just because the person may be jealous!Jealousy...its all the reason isnt it?If it isnt for jealous,why would the person do all these?Haiz...to the anonymous in vanessa's blog : pls...get alive AND GET LOST OF HER BLOG!

The person wanna meet vanessa ...I think she should really call the police and get things sorted out...let the person knows its mistake and let the person grow more mature!Vanessa doesnt want to meet the person,But I tagged on her tagboard that says that I agree to meet her.Scared for what?We're not in the wrong...Im not scared,meeting up is better...get things settled,isnt it easier?Huh...another little young naive little person...How I wish I can just tell the person straight at its face : GET MATURE AND GROW OLDER!



at 12:45 PM

Really very sad...dunnoe who is the anonymous who wrote in my tagboard!Am I racist?Im not...shruthi is my very gd friend,she is!The person say my singing sucks,maybe it really suck!The person say Im ugly,I maybe,okie,I am!Then...the last sentence is extra...actually you really no nid to put the last sentence!Are you in my 1/9? Are you someone whom Im close to?Im puzzled,who are you?I may have irritated you,but Im like that,I'll try to change but if you still hates me,then I have no way...

I dun think I irritated someone in 1/9?Can you tell me what I had done that irritated you?Maybe I can change from there,you nid not tell me who you are,I just wanna know why you hate me!Im really disappointed,that you made me to start to hate myself too...am I that irritating?Anyway...thanks for telling me all these,but...mind your words,thankx!


at 3:19 PM

Today was tired...woke up at 520am,prepared for speech day.Choir conductor was already angry when she came in.I dunnoe if we sang well or not,her expression didnt show anything.The audience maybe didnt know how to appreciate our songs bah?They showed no expression too...

Sometimes...I really wonder why cant I face you without expression?I showed sad and maybe others when I saw you.Stupid me...I tried to gave no expression but still everyone see's it!I really have no comment for that,but you know...im trying hardly to forget things~Im tired...I slept from 11 to now...funny yea?Wierd eh?I didnt dreamt of anything at all,just a peaceful sleep and a quiet one.This few hours,I really enjoyed without thinking of whateva troubles.

Maybe God knows that Im too tired and just need some rest...anyway,I really had a nice wonderful peaceful rest.I feel more relax now,not as tired already!

Im thinking...asking....wondering...pondering...will yesterday happen again?Everything changes day by day.Maybe even hours or maybe even thru minutes or second they changes.Dont you think its too fast?Maybe I had fun on my bday but will next year bday be the same?The feeling will be different,it's just different.Not the surrounding but the feeling!Sometimes...I really wonder will yesterday come back as my tomorrow?

I sing national anthem everyday but everyday with different feelings,different types of emotion singing it isnt it?Will my yesterday comes back as my 2morrow?If yes,I hope the days in childhood comes back.People who know me well should know my reason,if you dont then dun ask,I wont tell. There are still too many 2morrows ahead,all my Yesterday's cant even slot into one.Maybe thats the reason...

Will yesterday come back as 2morrow?



at 5:20 PM

My days...boring?Tired?Restless?Now hearing to a song by beatles called yesterday.Its so meaningful...dont you think so?The lyrics is like that :

Yesterday,all my troubles seem so far away
Now they looks as though they are here to stay
Oh~I believe in Yesterday

Suddenly...Im not half the man im used to be
Theres a shadow hanging over me
Oh~yesterday,came suddenly

Why she had to go I dunnoe she wouldnt stay
I said something wrong
Now I long for yesterday

Yesterday,love was such an easy game to play
I need a place to hide away
Oh~I believe in Yesterday

Why she had to go I dunnoe she wouldnt stay
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday~

Meaningful isnt it? There's a chinese idiom that says " zuo tian tai jin,ming tian tai yuan"
This means that,Yesterday is too near but tomorrow is too far.Its shows that you want to go somewhere comfortable but yesterday was too near but if we look forward for tomorrow,its too far.I long for yesterday,alot of yesterday behind but yet time doesnt goes backward so waiting for the far tomorrow is our only choice!How do we look back at all the yesterdays?Memories I guess?






at 5:28 PM

The farewell party for mr goh was so fun!Rebecca they all splash water at him...aiyo but I didnt!Waterbottle no water how to splash,I should have fill it first!Haha...anyway,we then go to canteen and celebrate,took alot of photos too!He was soak wet then...but we gave him presents and letters...we sang the farewell song!Sad...missing his maths lesson!hehe...he was very touched indeed when he receive the cake that sharon and weixian they all gave.Dont you think the party is fun?

At the same day,choir has the full dress rehearsal.So embarassed by the gown,I feel so ashamed when I wore it coz it make me look so fat and just so akward on me!Then choir was in total chaos when ms melody taught us coz we need to go to do authorations on our gown so ppl walk in and out so the door kept opening and closing so ppl lose the attractions to ms melody.She was fed up I guess...I felt so scared when I went in to take the uniform to change coz she stared at me.So freaked out...but indeed that friday was a memorable one isnt it?

Everyone enjoyed...very happy and satisfied coz I passed my history!MIRACLE!I failed last term with a score of 33...clever isnt it?But I passed with a 56 this time...Im so happy!What a great satisfaction with myself for studying so hard for history and pass...I dunnoe if my family would be happy for me or not if I tell them I get 56 coz this indeed isnt a gd score rite?But I am really satisfied as I pass and improve alot!Dont you guys agree with me?