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at 10:04 AM

Been back for a while already.didnt post coz I just dun feel like.haha! Anyway,Im so relax now!I love my home.I can be trouble-free at home.Vanessa is back too~Can talk to her too!Too bad she has choir today.Busy watching new drama!Jian dao shi tou bu ( a game about love ) by shaowei,qiaoen!Its such a nice drama.Cant get enough of it! Tonight will be able to watch le~ Super nice and there is another nice drama called " ai qing jing ji yue ( Engagement for love ) "by alex du de wei,lara and xu shao yang ambrose!Another nice drama.Just cant get enough of it! Especially xu shao yang ( jiabao). He is so cute~I wonder why I didnt notice him during xun yi cao?Haha~

There's choir 2morrow.*sobs* so dun wanna go but have to,SYF coming.have got to prepare for it! Must get choir of the year next year~ After 2001,let TKGS win again please~Must work hard for it! The set piece is a nice and weird song.The timing has 2/4 and 3/8 together.Difficult to count!And the choir workshop! Great... have learn alot of things.Mr Goh toh chai was there and ms khor! Listening to david tao's * Run away *.super nice! wanna run away from everything~Ha.Zhuo wen xuan and cao ge sang a new song called " liang shan bo yu zhu li ye " its a super sweet and nice song.The title is already a hit~

Hope to blog as daily as I can.I am a little worried about sec 2 life already.How I wish I can just start to work now?This maybe seem a little naive but hey...im only 13 right?This is what a 13 yr old girl should think of so let me be it.I know study is fun,my dad always tells me to enjoy studying so I will do better.Yeah right?! Enjoy studying all the chemicals and maths thing?Kill me please...~Haven even but sec 2 books.Amelia already start to study.CRAP!I dun wanna go sec 2.I want to be foreva sec 1! Muackz 1e9~

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at 10:43 AM

After that post.I watch a few episodes of friends...and I tried sleeping.Yea..caught a few hours of sleep at least. When I went back to the room.I turned and looked at the window outside to the big KL.It was just getting bright.Sunrise.Cars getting more and more by every second. Busy people.I smiled to myself...yea,how funny?Are you some kind of nocturnal animal or something? When people are asleep,im awake like some persn who drank coffee till drunk.Then when they're awake,busy getting on their day...im going back to sleep!What the hell is wrong man?

kinda weird huh?Ate honeystars and milk for breakfast and I see my dad eating tasty nasi lemak.Darn! I also want...but who ask me to ask my maid to buy me that?!I didnt know the nasi lemak was that nice!I didnt even know that it was there?Darn...

Haha...I literally see my eyebag and panda eyes popping out.Sighs. I was watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S this morning and I realise something.I suddenly didnt think Joey is a funny,innocent guy who is famous for have-sex-and-dont-call-back.I think he is quite a nice guy.Especially towards the finale season?When Rachel and him was together.He was totally so sweet.In fact,Im a little in love with him now!And the cute scenes he have with his best friends and Little cute weirdo Emma!The one where he spins the ball on Ross house?He ruin everything but I think that was kinda cute.And when he snatches hugsies with Emma?I think he is just like a cute little boy!

Omg...Im so in love with Joey.Although yes,he is slow/famous for bad things but in some episodes,Joey is such a sweet guy.Like how he snatch Jeanine from the tall guy.Its so sweet.I like the way he likes girls.I like the way he talk reasons.I like the way when he is serious!Im so in love with Joey! Although I also like the other 5 friends but its a sudden feeling that Joey's cute.Although I'd like to be Phoebe.You know with her cute and friendly character and her ignorant to some things.Its very cute of her!

I totally enjoy this show.Its like wow...NY?Friends...its something every could remember!Its a trademark...hahas...I wanna be in friend too!Haha...

Getting some sleep again...


at 4:57 AM

Guess what? Its 4.50 in the morning!Is not that I wake up early,is that I didnt even sleep.Dunnoe why but this few days,I just cant make myself to sleep.Its so abnormal.I hope I wont go back to the days in p5.The days where I loses sleep almost every night.Its just to weird!I feel very tired but I just cant sleep.I close my eyes but my brain is still so awake!

Why?Can anyone just leave a comment on how to make myself to sleep! Gosh...Im gonna faint anytime if I continue to be like that!This has been the second day.Please dont let it be a third day.Is it because im too stress?Can someone just make me sleep?Im so exhausted.I wanna sleep. I wanna close my eyes and rest.

Listening to snowflakes by Park Hyo Shin.The song in "I'm Sorry,I love you".Its the korean or I should say male version of " yuki no hana " by mika nakashima.Its a sad song like how I feel now.The drama " I'm Sorry , I love you" is a super nice korean drama after goong! Dunnoe why.Its ending is just a typical korean drama ending but it just makes me sob like hell! In the end.The couple who just admitted their love for each another dies.Why? Its a super nice drama.Recommended.

Soon it will be 5 in the morning.Waiting for the sunrise?Maybe.At least let me get some credit for losing my sleep.*sigh* Or is it that im hungry? I didnt eat much for dinner.hmm...maybe! So? Its not that I would go out and buy myself a buffet home right?My dad is sleeping right inside.snoring out loud like a stereo or I should say amplifyer! He snores till I cant sleep! I tried many ways to sleep.Closing my eyes counting sheeps sure doesnt help alot,after I listen to my mp3.Listen to all the slow songs but it still doesnt work.Fine...My dad snores,I cant find the best position to sleep.My head is dizzy but I still cant sleep.GREAT!

Great...its officially 5am now! Whoa...I've made it a whole day not to sleep! How nice?Yesterday afternoon was also like that.I close my eyes and no sleepness come.What the hell is wrong with me?Or is it because I have weird periods?Gosh...I need to catch my sleep but look! I still can continue typing coz Im just not tired but Im sleepy!What the hell?What the hell is wrong with me? Im getting on my nerves and this is the first time im angry with myself! And im getting frustrated EARLY IN THE MORNING!Omg...save me would you?

I wanna go home.lying down on that pillow I've known for years.I wanna lie beside my huggies.I want my blanket.I want my bolster.I want everything at home.I need to go home.I NEED to go home. Its a must,its a need.I dun want to be here now.I need my home.You see..I can just start crying now! Listening to this sad song.Tears wanna run out suddenly.I wanna go home! Let me home will you?

Although I dunnoe what the song means but I only know that this song suddenly means alot to me!It sure means alot suddenly..huh?Looking out of my big window.I see a big picture of the KL.Still dark,not alot of cars.Quiet.No lights shining all around.me?Typing this now.why arent I sleeping? Am I counted as happy or not now?I dun really know.I only know that people envy me for some things.But They also dont know alot of things happening behind those beautiful things they are envying.They sure dun wanna go through those things I went through.

I want to be happy.=) A smile.Why cant I give one to myself now?I just feel so upset listening to the song.So Many thoughts come rushing towards my mind suddenly.Its like all the bad memories come knocking on my brain telling me to watch them.Hm..at least I could give a look at the past huh?wow...looking back. Did I changed or I just grow up and learnt from the past?

I dunnoe...I like who I am now but I dont like now as in NOW!sleepless nights.tired mind.im not who I am now!...save me?


at 1:54 PM

Back...felt at least better coz I went shopping yesterday.Felt a little happier! Bought clothes,skirts,bags and stuffs.Great...after all this happy things..she called and gave me a great lecture or I should say brainwash! Hmm...Now I just feel like running away from this place...I wanna go home! I miss home....

forget it...I dun wanna talk bout it anymore.if she wanna thinks this way..then so be it! I dun care about it anymore!I went to cut my hair just now...fringe is short now! Darn... but that person massage my head so comfortable that I wanna sleep! It cost like about 79 bucks...Had a great time shopping too

my dad was like so excited when I wear those shirts...he keep giving me more and more shirts to try on! In the end...bought 5 shirts but no shorts or pants! Aww...gotta shop for that too!I asked him if when I was gonna go back...he replied," not so fast..."

a " not so fast " could kill my heart. what do you mean by not so fast? You mean as in a few more days or few more weeks..I wanna go back! Set me free wont you...after 15 , im free.

waiting for 4 more days...


at 11:31 AM

Im gonna die any moment... I want to go home! I want to leave this place! I want to go back to where I stay...I dun wanna come here anymore! I want to...DIE. Dun stress me out? You know that I cant withstand anymore...dun! I dun wanna do something regretful...Now,I only want to go home! I want to leave this place...I want to go back to my house,lying down on my bed. leave me alone. would you?

Why wouldnt you leave me alone? Just let me distress just for one day wouldnt you? Dun force me...why? Why must you do this to me? Why cant you stand in my shoe and give me a thought? Dont you know that Im already very stress? Dun you know you make me hate you? Dont you know Im trying very hard to grab the family back? Dont you know that you are stressing a 13 yr old girl?

I only wish that you would leave me alone for once or even spare a thought for me once.I dun need those gifts. I only want you to think.think what you have done to the family.think that we arent that rich anymore.think that we need your help! think that the family needs you? For once.....could you listen to what I say? Could you make life easier for me. You say you love me,but look at what you have done? You've hurt me alot!

I never say this to you cause I dun wanna hurt you. And Idun wanna hurt you coz I love you.I love everyone in this family! You,dad,dage and erge. Everyone in this family is a part of me. You said you regret giving birth to me.I know I may have hurt you but what you've said,you hurt me more! but hey...why cant you think,Im the one who would sneak out of the house to meet you. Im the one who talks to you everyday! Im the ONLY ONE who cares for you.I pay my respect to you cause you're my mother but all the stress you're giving me are way too much.

I know I cant choose my family so I accept you. But at least let me have the least respect to you wouldnt you? I love you and dad EQUALLY! Both of you made me. You guys created me. How wouldnt I love you? So I hope you dont think that I love dad more or whoever more. I know your secrets...I know everything about you.I know that you have your rights to find your own love.I know you hate dad. but you guys wont have married each other if you didnt love one another be4 right?

Love fades away as time passes...I know! But I know you never sign the divource paper coz you never wanted to leave this family! You never wanted to leave us. I know! But hey...since young, I have been tolerating all these...is it time for me to take a rest? If I am allowed,I wanna leave this place for a holiday.Just me.Alone.Not answering any of your calls!

You've been like these always...Im the only one with dad tolerating you. Everyone's trying ... can you? I myself,13,trying too. would you give it a try? I know you wont read this anyway... I just need some place to express everything in my heart! Dad's here with me and of course I cant tell anything...and a maid...what would she know? No one's here already...everything's kept right in my heart! I would die if I continue to be like this.. I need a place to cry...

Thats why I wanna go home...

I know you love me but the way you express love is just too weird you know? Its just like...I dunoe! Its to forceful...if I dun do what you want,you say I dun love you anymore. You say you rather abort me off last time...you say im a useless daughter. Yeah...those comments...have a spare a thought for my feelings?You say you love me but yeah...love me but you wanna abort me...how hypocrite is that?

Would you try and spare a thought for me?pls...


at 10:41 AM

Hey...didnt really did much during this holiday! Didnt even enjoyed a single bit except for the big and comfortable king size bed! I wish I could enjoy every bit of it but...i cant! I think Im gonna have split personality after this holiday...now...I wanna go home.

I wanna leave this place...I wanna go home! To a place where I know.Where Im comfortable...where I live. I dun want holidays~I want to be like normal days where I talk on the phone non stop. slacking in classes and talking to friends...I dun want a holiday! Or maybe holiday as in lying in bed...watching TV,playing computer,talking on the phone. IN SINGAPORE! In my home.

Its not that Im bored here...is that I have my own troubles to settle.EVERYDAY. Cant anyone just pity me or allow me to rest for a while? Sick and tired of being their pets! I wanna leave this place...I want to be alone sometimes...sometimes just lying down in my bed ALONE, thinking about stuffs and memories I had with friends...its enough already! I dun want expensive things,I dun want fame,I want to be myself for once...I havent done it yet!

I dun even know that if the day would come.What keeps me enjoying?watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. enjoy watching them acting and laughing.I dunnoe what to say...I wanna go home but hey...just a reminder,Im only here for my second day! Holy piece of shit! I cant swim coz im having my period! I cant eat anything spicy coz im sick and what? Now I feel like going home...I feel like playing the piano! I feel like lying and hugging my soft toys...I even feel lke getting irritated by my brother!

But hey...I couldnt go back! Dad's gonna be disappointed.Mum's..I dun wanna talk about it anymore..!nothing's going right...everythings is at the wrong path! I wish I'd never come at first but ... told you I have no choice coz I have to make my dad happy.I dun wanna disappoint anyone! When he hears that im going to malaysia to visit him! He was like so excited...he even went around introducing me to his other friends that im his daughter yesterday!

I dunnoe what to do...seriously! Teach me...


at 11:57 AM

Its 1140am now.

Lying down on this black-comfortable chair right in front of my computer typing this.

I am super dead now. Been sick! OK... I have a flu but its seems that flu is nothing serious but listen. Flu consist of fever,sore throat and runny nose.Does it seems serious enough?Half dead now cause went to clinic yesterday and ate medicine so feel better now.Going to Malaysia later. Not exciting at all SERIOUSLY. Cause there will be disaster and im prepared.

Not gonna say what will happen cause thats privacy but seriously... im prepared.Taking bus to kl later. It will take about 5 hours? And for goodness sake..the bus starts at like 645?do the maths! im gonna reach there like 12am?Reach home about 0030 and what?get prepared to sleep then around 1 plus am? And you know what? Things are gonna get worse the next day! Thanks...why?! Holiday's screwed.

I have nothing to say~ * sigh * Vanessa is coming 26 Dec,its about like 3 weeks more? I dunnoe when I should come back! Mum's forcing me to go back to Taiwan. Dad wants me to stay...Brother alone in Singapore~ OK. Im so stressed up by them. especially my dad and mum. I know I cant choose which family I wanna fall in so I just have to accept it and SHUT UP!I suck in studies but who CARES?! I shall be a piano teacher next time~No piano teachers would talk about maths nor the geographical CRAP right...

I've plan my future nicely.. Was watching love story at havford. Shuren studied hard to become a doctor and she made her way to havford. Yea...study hard huh? I cant make it...shall just live how I wanna live. Life? I may die anytime...I dun wanna regret for not doing some things so I've thought is through. I shall just live happily ever after isnt it? Dont you agree? I shall be happy and do whatever I want and enjoy life. But I just wanna state a fact. Money kills.

You can say that im naive,childish but im just stating a fact. Money makes the world go round. it kills. Reading my post you may think that Im just a little teenager who got too stressed up by her family and could only vent her anger here but hey...im just only a 13 year old teenager ! Im also only a girl,a human being.hello? I am taking in too much stress than what a 13 year old girl should have! struggling through life...I hate holidays!



at 10:33 AM

p.s : this post is for Vanessa

Message : hey...at Hong Kong le right? I will be struggling throughout the bus trip.Haha...anyway must reply my msn leh~ Or email me lah...I scared I bored. Hope I dont get fatter after going the trip...haha~ OK..take care orh..email me or tell me when you're back? I think I will go home first before you but hope you celebrate Christmas in Singapore...OK I know you're like gonna say ." wahlau eh...you like that say I 'ya li hen da ' leh " right?Haha...hope lah but if cannot that next year lor...haha~ Actually writing it here coz I lazy go send you email since im like blogging then must as well write it here since I tagged your blog asking you to read my post. Haha...I know im crapping here but cause I wanna waste time...I got nothing to do now...its like 1040am ( 3 Nov ) you're like boarding the plane le lor...then I gonna be darn sianz...have to say will miss you de worx~ Really lor...its like holding the phone then wanna call your house but you not there...then your darn msn dun wanna reply then send you email dunnoe how many days then reply...Wahlau...never mind...(-.-") mou lai this song is super nice...thanks for recommending anyway... Will email you the ju qing of the 9pm show. Wah cant believe I like wrote one whole chunk of things le...kk...hope to see one post for me like that too..* hint hint * I guess you're saying like " ni zai an shi wo she me mah? ( are you hinting me anything)? Yes...I am

bingo you're right...will go your 13 words blog inluvwrainbow to read this upcoming post im waiting for...haha I will tag de. my blog no tagboard so you leave comment bah...kk? I will look out for he jun xiang's thing when I go Taiwan or Malaysia de. I try to find you e mo dvd? hehe... Christmas gonna come le..actually no lah its like gonna come in very long like 1 month plus but who cares...its like what? " last christmas I gave you my heart but the very next day you give it away " you must be thinking " am I reading you post just to hear(see) you sing?" or you're gonna say " shi shijian chi yao le ( its time for your medicine) " haha...remind me to call my doctor hor~ Scared I fu fa ( relapse) again...Muahaha...Then oh ya...my erge asked if I have a blog then I was like thinking, " wah,zhe me PERSONAL de dong xi,zen me keyi sui bian gei ren? ( so personal how can anyhow give ppl? )" Your mum have alot of jing dian ming yan..I super love this personal one...so useful! And the gigi one also very good to use~

I think you're now like laughing like shit lah...then I picture you carrying your niece and calling your kaki or cousin or the one chan kar lam jie jie to read right...haha , must as well write something to her to..

to vanessa's cousin : hihi...this vanessa is gonna spend a thrillion there...and your daughter and son very cute and shuai ! * touching my liang xin saying * and I will confirm shui de zhao ( can sleep ) at night de...aiya she dun understand...vanessa explain...then hope can go hong kong asap orh...go there see vanessa's relatives and the cousin whom she called boyfriend when she was like 3? Haha...I know almost everything ... hehe... but that guy called me a zhu pa...never mind...I kind of like zhu pa this name so still ok...and that person very you mo~? wish you happy christmas and happy new year first... cause I may not be able to speak to you at that point of time unless vanessa hang my phone call cause you called then I may ask her to help me tell you..
Ok...anyway...nice to meet you!

back to you vanessa...I type this long post for you...you know what Im hinting you right? * hope to see a long post like this * Im gonna go your blog the first thing I reach malaysia man. I promise...haha~ oh ya...and my brother accidentally overheard our conversation when I was in the toilet...he was like " ni men you bi yao shuo dao zheme qing chu ma? " you know...the description we always use when we're in toilet? Yes... its the hui yin place... oh ya forgot to tell you that the day be4 yesterday piano teacher was like singing while I was playing AGAIN. like your " ti da di " thing? I thought of you suddenly man...wah I first thing think of you...then I wanted to laugh lor luckily...I SWALLOWED IT

haha...really,frankly speaking...Im crapping here cause i very bored...nothing to watch...and I cant resist my hands cause its just wanna type...did you somehow read my last post? I slept for only 4 hours leh jie~?! I woke up becoz of you leh..gan dong mah? Now I super sleepy leh...later summore still got choir until 5pm ok? Ok...you can say I xuan yao but never mind I thick skin I still wanna say something...you know tkgs choir 2001 that year...our band got the band of the year and the choir also got the choir of the year leh...same week, SYF, and 2 cca got the cca of the year leh...we beat JC's leh! OMG...history sure doesnt repeat cause after that year...we got only gold and nothing more...so do our band...ok I say finish le. I finally figure out why I can type so many things le..you know why? Because I think I treated it as like talking on the phone with you?

Ohya ,. this reminds me on how jian we are..we speak like some 38 and ji za po on the phone but we meet then we got nothing much to say...how irritating? But I didnt know we can also talk so much while typing...cool, new discovery.muahaha...drinking greentea...the bitter one? Ohya and you still havent tell me what is the name of the jasmine green tea you wanna recommend me and u never tell me where to buy...then keep saying thats a nice tea...must buy! OK...so I yue lai yue bu liao jie ni ( I dont understand you more often now )... ok...Im talking crazily again... sleepy lah...later I go choir sing dunnoe what crap lor...I scared I too tired then I throw my temper at the teacher...say " bu xiang chang jiu bu xiang chang lor..( dun wanna sing then dun wanna sing lor ) "..

wah...cant believe I write so much le...touching mah? *vomitting* cant believe I said those things? I know you cant wait to read finish this post but who cares...im bored so i shall just continue treating as Im talking to you...no more green tea le..I drank finish the last puny little bit of it...shall buy later...craving for it..." emmm....hao cha ( nice tea ) " haha...shit...lao mao bing you fan le..didnt I ask you to remind me of eating my medicine and called li dai fu ( doctor li ) ...haha...I am mad le...really~ k le lah...gotta stop here le...or else will be late for choir le

last paragraph.. normally I will hang the phone call with like " wo deng yi xia da dianhua gei ni ( I call you back later ) " or " wo ge yao yong dian hua ( my bro wanna use the phone ) " or " wo kan dian shi ,deng yi xia CALL ni ( I watching tv,call ya back later) " but now I must say " wo ya qu choir le deng yi xia wan shang xiwang hui kan dao yi ge xiang zhe yang chang de blog post " ok? Haha...really gotta go le...super super late le...anyway who cares... I go already gei ta mian zi ( give her face )...and I know you're now like thinking..." wahlau...this vivien very luo suo leh..talk so much still dun wanna end. but who cares? Im like that..haha okok...keyboard wanna no batt le..bye bye~

to you ( joking manner ) : Hor Bit Gan nei Nei Jeh Zhong Mou Lai~

the end of the post...hope to c one asap! miss me worx( acting like another girl whom u hate) really ending le...bye bye..with misses~


at 10:06 AM

Been listening to a song called " mou lai " by Ronald Cheng! Its in Vanessa's blog~ She recommended me this song and I tried listening to it at first. It has nice tune and melody but I didnt really have any impression after listening to it cause its a Canto song.After she showed me the lyrics...whoa~ You will never know how much I felt about this song~ Its like so touching. Its about a girl who is in loved with this guy no matter what the guy has done. And now that guy is like feeling guilty and in the lyrics it wrote that he asked the girl why she loved him and say how jerk he was!

我間中飲醉酒　很喜歡自由
Sometimes I drink till I'm drunk / I like to have freedom
常犯錯愛說謊　但總會內疚
I always make mistake and I love to lie / But I do feel guilty
遇過很多的損友　學到貪新厭舊
I've met dozens of unsrupulous friends / I learned to prefer new things and abandon the old ones
亦欠過很多女人
I owe to so many women

怕結婚只會守　三分鐘諾言
I'm afraid of marriage / I never keep to my promise
曾話過要戒煙　但講了就算
I've promised to quite smoking but I was just simply saying
夢與想丟低很遠　但對返工厭倦
I've forgotten my dreams / I'm fed up of my job
自小不會打算
I'm bad in planning my life since I was little

＊但是仍　(在地球)　唯獨妳愛我這廢人
But there's still (in the world) only you who love this uselss me
　出錯妳都肯去忍
You bear my mistakes and my faults
　然而誰亦早知不會合襯
We both know that we're not suitable for each other
　偏偏妳願意等
Yet you're still willing to wait

　為何還喜歡我　我這種無賴
Why do you still love me, a rascal like me?
　是話妳蠢還是很偉大
Are you too silly or are you too generous?
　在座每位都將我踩　口碑有多壞
Everyone bashes me / No matter how bad my reputation is
　但妳亦永遠不見怪
But you never seem to care about that

　何必跟我　我這種無賴
Why are you with me, a rascal like me?
　活大半生還是很失敗
Having lived half of my life yet I'm so useless
　但是妳死都不變心　跟我笑著捱
But your faith never breaks / You struggle with me with a grin
　就算壞　我也不忍心　(偷偷作怪)＊
However bad I am / I won't be cruel enough to cheat on you

沒有根的野草　飄忽的命途
My life is like the weed without root
誰像妳當我寶　什麼也做到
Only you appreciate me / Do everything for me
舊愛數足一匹布　在這刻寫句號
My previous love is a long list / But I'm putting a full stop (period) to it
只想跟妳終老
I want only to be with you till old

REPEAT＊

還喜歡我　我這種無賴
You still love me, a rascal like me
是話妳蠢還是很偉大
Are you too silly or are you too generous?
在座每位都將我踩　口碑有多壞
Everyone bashes me / No matter how bad my reputation is
但妳亦永遠不見怪
But you never seem to care about that

何必跟我　我這種無賴
Why are you with me, a rascal like me?
活大半生還是很失敗
Having lived half of my life yet I'm so useless
但是妳死都不變心　跟我拼命捱
But your faith never breaks / You struggle with me
換轉別個　也不忍心　偷偷作怪
Even if it's for others / No one will be cruel enough to cheat on you

Isn't the lyrics touching? Its like the guy is asking the girl why ? Sobs~ oh...there's choir later~aw!1 to 5... And I did something foolish yet touching thing today! Haha...everyone knows that im a person who sleeps very late during holiday.I slept at 3am+ yesterday night...i woke up a 730am. Guess for who? Its for the little princess, Vanessa. She's flying to Hong Kong today. She must wake up at like 7am So I decided to call her at around 740am.Its like we will not see or hear each other for like a month? So I like called to keep her company before she goes to the airport at 830am. I like somehow slept for 4 hours ONLY?! She was like saying so touched...yeah! Its kind of nice of me but I can feel my pimple outbreaking and my dark eye rings popping out?! Haha...never mind ~

Open house is on Saturday. Singing one of ABBA's song called Thank you for the song and another song called sweet amarilis. Both nice song and sweet cause ms lim doesnt want us to scare the p6's with our jakobin? Haha~Haiz...so tired...5pm then can release...surely until 5pm+ de lor~ Will be going Malaysia this Sunday.Taking a bus there...gonna vomit like mad man! Haha...I promise to come back for Christmas no matter what. I like celebrating Christmas in the place I know more and hope can celebrate it with my friends or Vanessa. Like we can wear the Christmas hat and walk around Orchard? Muahaha...k,kind of stupid but its like its nice to be in the place I know more about to celebrate it right?

Will santa drop by?I want more holidays~Haha...off to my tv le! ciaox...





at 11:06 AM

Yea...great! My holidays are ruin because of choir. Holiday and im asked to go back to school for practices! What?? So pissed~ @_@ Its like from 130 to 530pm~ what is this?Can anyone tell me why must I go back during holidays and worst, have to go back for like 4 hours? 4 hours of my day is gone! Thanks to choir...just because of the school open house? Why? Why is choir the only cca I can get in? I should say its because I only know how to sing and dunnoe how to play or blow or do whatever to an instrument?

I wanna stay at home. My holidays are ruin but who cares... After Saturdays Performance, I off to Malaysia and Taiwan! Whoosh~but first I must think how am I going to pull through the 4 hours choir practice later? Sobs...why is it 4 and not 3? We already know how to sing the song already what! its called " thank you for the song" and " sweet amarilis " both are nice and sweet~ But I like thank you for the song better cause its like Christmas song...Haha~ Hate choir but too bad, I only know how to sing and Im in mep so I shall shut my mouth~ Its all fate for me... sobs

Anyway... was reading conan yesterday~ Wah enjoyed myself totally man! Its like so interesting and exciting...wanna read all conan~ Its time for me to go prepare le...shall talk when I come home from tiredness~ haha...ciaox