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at 12:39 AM

Was very depress yesterday cause of many reasons and this morning too... but after listening to soothing songs and byul's, fly again. I was never this relieved before... thinking that stress is a part of life. This feeling is like finishing exams although I havent finish yet. The hardest part and the most sweetest part of life is to beat stress down. After calming down, those stresses arent as scary as I think it is.

Bad things will go away soon. They wont last and I know it. I hope everytime I feel stress, This feeling will just come back to me straight away. Im 14 now, what will I be like when I'm 30? Will I be working like mad? Or will I be married off and taking care of my children by then?

I always think about stuff like that.Like how I think about Secondary School life when I was in Primary School.What will the world be like when im 30? Will I still contact Vanessa? what will two-niners be by then?Will I still be in love with hello kitty? I'm like dreaming about my 30s although I hope it doesnt come so soon. Every stage of life has its own problems.

I dream about my 30s being married off to a good looking guy, may not be very rich( but hoping he is) but at least can allow me to live in a good building with nice furnitures.We understand each other, we may be just like very good friends. He goes to work and I teach piano at home. I hope he knows Vanessa too. And by then vanessa and I will still be very good friends and gossip about people we know. Sometimes they may come over to my house and she and her guy and me and my guy can just sit there for hours talking about our past and funny things when we were young. Vanessa and I will start telling them how stupid we were when we were young. And we will drink wine and listen to nice music. Also, the guys will complain about how heavy and tiring it is to work in the company. I hope both of them are friends like how me and vanessa is. And at the same time, our kids will play in the kids room for hours until they fall asleep on the floor with soft toys all over the room.

We will start complaining how tiring it is to take care of our children but at the same time praising how well they are. When its getting late, they will set off,carrying their kids home and my guy will carry the baby girl to her bed, help her with her blankets and then I will start keeping the cups and plates that we used. He may be a lazy guy, lying down at the couch watching tv and I will be grumbling at him for not helping me. But both of us understand each other very well, so we wont get angry with each another. Then we may set off to sleep, but before we sleep, we sit by the bed and he will start to complain to me how tiring it is to work under his fierce manager again. I will laugh and comfort him at the same time.

Then the next morning, I will wake up earlier to make breakfast for him. I will fry eggs,and sausage with bread for him before he wakes up. And remember to serve him his favourite coffee before he goes to work. Then he will wake up and both of us will sit down and eat our breakfast. He will reading the papers and I will look bored. Then just before he leave, He will not find his tie and I will help him out and he will thank me. And then the kid will wake up, crying and looking for us. I will comfort her and he may kiss her on the forehead before he leaves.

Thats more about it... Thats more or less what I hope my 30s will be like...you may say that Im thinking too much or maybe I wont even be married by then I dont know.. but dreaming of nice future makes no harm... =)

him-neh-ja! Baxia!

Labels: My dream of 30s

at 12:07 PM

Wanted to post pictures yesterday but had to study for my weakest Subject - SCIENCE. The fear of my life. Ok... Seriously, I fear this subject. I hate Science but I studied for many hours to get the facts right. Like who cares what my ear drum and ear canal does? And like who cares what happen the carbon when they move in environment! Does those concern me? Oh yea... And there's like this freaking topic that I think is totally crap - Colours. OOh.. I have to study colour in order to get the RIGHT COLOUR WHEN IM COLOURING? OR TO GET HIGH MARKS FOR MY ART? Anyway... I studied..and studied this few days.. cause even if I really think that a topic is crap, I will still study... that's what im suppose to do now... And congrats...I broke my record. I studied for 7 hours straight for Geography, ironic thing is that I dont plan to take Geography next year! =) Man...I better score well for Geography~

Me preparing to study...

Almost falling asleep...

Ok..Before I go..really hope I score well for my exams. Off to study my Maths..Wish me luck =)

Labels: My boring life studying Geog

at 10:11 PM

Vivien, are you tired? I guess you are... again, I'm stressed up by exams. FYE, What if I dont do well? Study hard is what I can do now... In school I study, At home I study until the minute before I sleep. Have I been this hard working? But seriously,I still slack, I watch TV, Im blogging now. Funny aint it? Seriously... I wanna cry... I very stress... I very tired... I can't rest...

Labels: Stressed up life