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at 11:28 PM

Happy Birthday Edison.You're double digit this year!!Congrats~ My Little brother,Edison is 10 this year.I've seen him for like what?10 years already...Yeah,he's not really my brother but Vanessa's brother but to me,he's just like my brother.I bought him a pair of goggles and Vanessa bought him a pair of necklace with his face on it.Haha...its really funny.Today is one of the happiest day in 2008.

First,we were at Cineleisure shopping and gossiping and of course,neoprint. The neoprint was exceptionally fast one."快，狠，准！".Yeah,those were nice shots=)Quite satisfied.Then we went to eat at KFC..Didnt really wanted to go there as I always hated fast food.Burger King was in competition with KFC and Subway.In the end I chose KFC as both of us immediately saw 4 hot cute American Guys!As in red face,soccer player looking type.Immediately we said YES! We went to sit beside them but we were laughing like hell so it was really quite obvious to them.So for the sake of our girl's integrity,after we bought our food,we sat at other places.But...they didnt even look at us!*not very happy about it!*

Then we were saying how sad the World is..Haha...its just sarcastic comments and jokes.We were talking about how the American guy's tattoo is so HOT ( Vita-Dolce,g-dragon's style of tattoo was on that guys leg).And so we were comparing,saying that American Guy's tattoo equals to HOT,but Chinese Guy's tattoo equals to gangster wannabe! And right after those guys finish their meal,the guy with the tattoo,which by the way is the most good looking among the 4,SCRATCHED HIS ASS! And he turn to INFRONT too! Then he SCRATCHED HIS ASS ANOTHER TIME! We were laughing and laughing at him.Saying that he TOTALLY RUIN his image in our hearts~ Haha...poor cute guy~

Leaving Cineleisure,we saw this American guy sitting on a skateboard right outside.Immediately , we noticed him.We both remembered seeing this guy sitting on the escalator's step. Immediately, PREJUDICE is the only word I could describe myself. We saw a few blondes outside too~ Immediately again, we think that no matter what they wear,they look good.Envying!

Again,we took a cab.Reaching her place,I gave the present to him.Yeah...And there was this Aunt who is really fun.Talking to us about our idols cause she's another drama fan!The dinner was really high and happy~ Everyone talked and laughed happily!Vanessa was teasing on how I love old guys and she named those out.吴镇宇，方中信，苗乔伟 and of course 梁朝伟！Those 4 are my LOVE! And shockingly, those aunts including Vii's mum agreed on my taste!They supported me!Yay~! We were talking about so many things,like how 梁朝伟's eyes could act.Its like telling a story out of his eyes!!I love him!

And we went on looking at Vii's mum's photo(as in photo's of her during her 20s).She looks fatter before.She is thin right now.She has alot of funny pose and the dressing was...really HER TIME. Haha~ She went on saying that she was a "癫" girl before. Haha...her dad and her mum were saying how they were like during their young times~ We continued eating our steamboats. Its really funny!!

Then the Auntie's had to go and I played a piece for them on the piano,Marriage di Amour.And everyone was clapping,feel really good!Then me and Vii went into the room and we started singing as in free style type of singing~ OUT LOUD! And I suggested that we take photos so using her cam... we took many ridiculous photos.Like ugly faces,翻白眼,狂野！,艳星 and we were laughing so hard! We were taking turns doing ridiculous faces and actions. I made a heart shape with my hand and my knees apart.It was really ugly! And she did the same as me and did a monkey face and actions.FUNNY! And the most important thing came.She wanted me to look bad so she suggested I turn around and she click immediately to capture the unprepared look.In the end the picture came out as me being DRUNK.I totally had a drunk face and immediately we both said I looked like 张柏芝！Laughing out loud already... we continued by taking drunkard looking photos~ That photo is one of the top photos!!

Had a lot of fun today~ Laughing and talking really happily to them.Vanessa's mum want me as her God-daughter.I was really touched.But she doesnt know...She was already mine =)

Labels: My Little Brother And My Half Family

at 11:00 PM

Alone in the room,listening to One Republic's Apologise.Disappointed,Manchester United lost to Chelsea,2-1 just now.It was a really exciting match,both teams fought hard.However Im a HARDCORE Manchester United fan,especially Rooney's big fan,therefore,Im not satisfied with the results!Hahs~

Anyway,lots of memories kept running through my mind this few days.Vanessa just told me he's on action this few days.Wonder which stupid gang irritated him again?He's really a nice guy,this time. He's helping out this little guy who got bullied by a bunch of gang led by a GIRL?!What are up to girls this few days??Anyways,he's fighting back for the poor little guy.NICE!SUPPORTING!However I know this is wrong,violence cant do anything right but to those little gangster-wannabe, this is the only way.Or else you wanna talk reasons and understandings to them??They might just slash you on your lips without even you noticing.

I'll FOREVER remember this sentence that he told me. "我从来不动手打女人的！"
This is how he's GREAT image came from...haha.Memories! Although we were totally in the past but I'll never forget what he said.He's just really a great guy,although that was like what?2 yrs ago?But I just have to say that I did not regret at all.In fact,that was one of the best memories in my teenage life.He just seems really nice but haha,too bad,its impossible already.

Im not really sad or missing anything,its just that memories keep coming into my mind this few days that I really have to blog about it.Yeah...thats more about it.<3

So yeah,I've finished my midyears,dont have to go to school on Monday and Tuesday and Thursday.Is this PERFECTION or what?So going to enjoy every single holiday I have.Gotta get myself to relax.Have been really stressed up and mugging last week.Darn,its only 1120pm and Im yawning.Didnt have enough sleep the whole day.Slept at around 230am yesterday and woke up at 9am.Had to go to Korean Class ( which I've just finished my first course!got my certificate!) at 2pm and had to find my hell way to Miss Khor's house for vocal.In the end,I took a cab instead.And guess what,just one corner and this is it. Was really pissed. But forget it,its all over. Yeah and came home around 6 plus 7.Bro and Wan Long came home and we watched the match straight until it ended and yeah...I've just yawned again!

Now Im listening to Eric Clapton's,Wonderful Tonight.I think this is one of the most romantic songs ever.The song has a really nice story-lyrics.And a slow,steady,romantic melody.Oh...I just enjoy the nights like this in my air-conditioned room,listening to oldies,relaxing.Oh please dont let anyone disturb me right now.Most probably I'll be turning my air-con off and change it to fan soon.Really,Im not suitable for air-con.My nose is getting dry and uncomfortable.And most probably I'll be lying down on my bed with my favourite blanket and read my comic.

I cant believe I'm actually turning 15 this year.When I was 12,15 yrs old seems so far from me. But yet,Im there now.Soon I'll turn 16 and then 18 and then there goes my teenage years.21 I'll soon be.Seems so far but I know its coming.Just hope that by then I'll have a stable job and of course,a stable one beside me.I have a secure job,Piano teacher says that she might be opening a music school and will hire me to become a piano teacher of hers once I passed my grade 8. How nice of her.Maybe she just says it for fun to encourage me to practice piano and quickly pass my grade 8 but she doesnt know that this means ALOT to me.Having to become a piano teacher or even better a PIANIST is my dream for years.

I really do have alot of say huh?15 yrs of my life is going to pass soon~ By 16,I HAVE to achieve something...let me go think it through what shall I achieve...<3 Oh~ Just love nights like this. Peaceful,Quiet,beautiful.It will be best if it rains but this is good enough.Feel like I'm abroad at some holiday paradise country.Yeah...how I wish every Saturday nights are like that~

Labels: Lots of Memories

at 4:30 PM

Just finish my MidYears today.Everyone was super high!Cant believe the whole week of HELL had finally finished~Slept for like 4 hours straight w/o waking up for my nap!So happy and relieved.Even though this is not final year BUT STILL!

Ok,its like 1am and im not asleep,yet talking about marriage with Danielle.Feel like a little girl turning to adult now.Listening to Lost Taipei,Jazzy feeling,Drinking water(ok its not wine but still). Talking about marriage.My criteria of my future guy is really low and easy.

1. At least 5 yrs older than me.
2. Richer than me by twice if not more.
3. Drives a car.
4. The ability to buy a house.
5. Has a stable job.

Best if he knows music.But most of all it will be really good if he have looks.I love guys when they wear shades and style their hair.I like guys with really good taste in things.Classy guys. But not wanting more, the 4 criterias met are already good enough.

I wanna have my wedding at a beautiful romantic beach during sunset.Wearing the most beautiful white gown!Honeymoon at their hotels and of course to my dream honeymoon destination - Hawaii. I dont know, Hawaii just gives me the idea of sandy, beach , and nice comfortable messages. No matter where we go, it will still be a great honeymoon isnt it? But of course, at least some place nice!

Then we will have our own house.Hopefully its a big house. I have my room for my piano and music books.And our living room has beautiful pictures of us.And...of course...I wanna have KIDS! A boy and a girl.Boy's name will be Timothy, the girl's name will be Tiare.

I wanna get married soon.Get into a family of my own.<3
When will that happen?

Labels: Future LifeStyle

at 2:09 AM

Just finish sorting out photos of big bang! Truly and crazily in love with them especially Jiyongie Oppa! Super talented and cute and charming and hot and so G-Dragon! Haha~ They are like the second band Im so crazy over after 5566. I really hope I will like them for long~

And looking at the title of this post,its 3e2 days = 4 laughies. Ok Laughies?Haha,its a name that I give for the 4 of us.The 4 are,clara,Huijia,Louise and me! Every time there's any free period of stuff,we will just hang out together talking and joking and LAUGHING! Clara's laughter is so contagious that every time her laughter is heard,we all just burst out laughing too~ Its really nice to have the other 3 together with you in the same class.

Frankly speaking. I HATE GOING TO SCHOOL. You might be saying who doesnt? or maybe saying that im just at my teenage period,hating school is just a normal sign.Whoa...listen to me.Im not hating school just because im a teenager or I hate studying. NO! I hate it because school gives me lots of pressure, preparing for many things ahead and invisible stress from all the teachers. Ok, its true that I hate to study. As I've said again and again, I know what my future will be like. I dont really wanna waste time for all these. But I know Secondary school is a must. O level is a must. But most probably I wont proceed to a JC.I will just proceed studying music. So because of my clear idea of my future,it really encourages me to put my studies aside.Its a bad thing,but I cant help it. I really suck in maths and sciences. F9's for Chemistry and A maths. Wow... and I failed all maths and sciences plus history and social studies.So thats like 6 subjects. So I failed 6 subjects out of 9.Hmmm...let me see... hey! Aint I failing 2/3 of my subjects! Haha...incredible huh?

But for now...At least going to school seems easier for me.The 4 laughies group really encourages me alot. We grumble,whine,groan but in the end we will still laugh alot.Really helps in distressing! So School is not that bad actually but still, I dread school life.

Mid years coming, preparing slowly.No sense of urgency, thats part of me. Pretty much like that...yea.Study only the day before,screw up the paper the next day.Pretty much like that~What can I say?

Labels: 3e2 days = 4 laughies

at 1:31 AM

Yep...as usual, my blog is dead again. The last post was about my talk with David Choi. Yes, I thought I would get over him within one month but NO! Im still crazily in love with David Choi~ His voice and face.

Preparing for my mid years now. This year had been a really busy year for me. Beginning of the year, I had OBS, and I had Concert and then competition in Italy. Wonderful country, romantic and beautiful is all I can say. But have to admit, I still enjoy the weather in Singapore, maybe not used to the weather there. Until now, preparing for my mid years. All I can say is that Im more and more confirmed and sure about my future. I know what I want to be but the only that is holding me back is my studies. My future has nothing to do with my studies right now. I am like so tired studying right now. Its not that I hate to study, Im different from those who hates to study and dont want to. Im just sure of my future and i totally have no interest. But sad thing is, Im still going on... ...

Its like 2am right now, listening to song, calming myself down. Many things happen within 4 months, things happen so fast that I cant even remember most of them. Im just really tired of my school life right now. Waking up, going to school, study, recess, study, remedial non stop and CCA then I return home. My daily routine. Hah... its just life.

I've just heard some news about him. Many feelings I guess although I cant tell him personally. He wasnt perfect but who is? He was nearly there... How long has it been? 2 yrs? Obviously he really made an impact on me. He wasnt a good guy. He fights,swears,fail exams,smokes,what else? But who am I to judge him? He was sweet... he was nice ... he was mysterious ... and most of all , he was different.He was famous as in notorious kind of famous, I used to be afraid of him but when I really got to know him, he was different. In my heart, he was a nice guy.

What made him special? First of all, he was famous. Second, he was mysterious.Mysterious as his family and anything related to his outside world was a mystery. I never knew what he was up to, never knew what he was going to say or do and of course, never get to know anything about his family. Nothing. Even he himself was a mystery to me.You might say im useless but I never get to know his Chinese name and birthday even. That was how far we were from each other. Not distance far... haha... I dont even know how to describe it. There's many things I wanna say...

' Hey... how have you been?
O's coming up, study for it, you know you can do it.
Please dont end up even more worse.
Dont get into any more trouble...
Do well in the future...
Dont regret in any decisions you've made.
Quit smoking, its bad for health. Will you?
Hope you wont disappoint me... '

He is the perfect memory for my teenage days~
Although things did not end up well, I still have to say... You were almost the ONE.

Labels: Going on with life