 Sunday, April 13, 2008
 at 1:31 AMYep...as usual, my blog is dead again. The last post was about my talk with David Choi. Yes, I thought I would get over him within one month but NO! Im still crazily in love with David Choi~ His voice and face. Preparing for my mid years now. This year had been a really busy year for me. Beginning of the year, I had OBS, and I had Concert and then competition in Italy. Wonderful country, romantic and beautiful is all I can say. But have to admit, I still enjoy the weather in Singapore, maybe not used to the weather there. Until now, preparing for my mid years. All I can say is that Im more and more confirmed and sure about my future. I know what I want to be but the only that is holding me back is my studies. My future has nothing to do with my studies right now. I am like so tired studying right now. Its not that I hate to study, Im different from those who hates to study and dont want to. Im just sure of my future and i totally have no interest. But sad thing is, Im still going on... ... Its like 2am right now, listening to song, calming myself down. Many things happen within 4 months, things happen so fast that I cant even remember most of them. Im just really tired of my school life right now. Waking up, going to school, study, recess, study, remedial non stop and CCA then I return home. My daily routine. Hah... its just life. I've just heard some news about him. Many feelings I guess although I cant tell him personally. He wasnt perfect but who is? He was nearly there... How long has it been? 2 yrs? Obviously he really made an impact on me. He wasnt a good guy. He fights,swears,fail exams,smokes,what else? But who am I to judge him? He was sweet... he was nice ... he was mysterious ... and most of all , he was different.He was famous as in notorious kind of famous, I used to be afraid of him but when I really got to know him, he was different. In my heart, he was a nice guy. What made him special? First of all, he was famous. Second, he was mysterious.Mysterious as his family and anything related to his outside world was a mystery. I never knew what he was up to, never knew what he was going to say or do and of course, never get to know anything about his family. Nothing. Even he himself was a mystery to me.You might say im useless but I never get to know his Chinese name and birthday even. That was how far we were from each other. Not distance far... haha... I dont even know how to describe it. There's many things I wanna say... ' Hey... how have you been? O's coming up, study for it, you know you can do it. Please dont end up even more worse. Dont get into any more trouble... Do well in the future... Dont regret in any decisions you've made. Quit smoking, its bad for health. Will you? Hope you wont disappoint me... ' He is the perfect memory for my teenage days~ Although things did not end up well, I still have to say... You were almost the ONE. Labels: Going on with life xoxo, Happy thoughts! |
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