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at 11:59 PM

Yes...I've just watched the charity show made by Taiwan.They had receive a total sum of 200 plus million NT!!! Our Taiwan president-to-be came down with his wife to answer calls together.100 plus artistes arrived there to help out,trying to make more people donate money.They keep saying that no matter how much you donate,you will make a difference.

YES!That is the spirit.No matter how much you can donate,you WILL make a difference.There were videos showing kids,adults and so many many people trying their best to survive,to live on! This is the spirit of CHINESE!!!

No matter how bad the environment is,we Chinese still can live on!!This is how tough we are!!!
Many singers came to help out,which makes me really touched.Many rich companies also donated huge sums of money!Within a few hours,we've reached 200 plus million.This reaffirm me that there is still LOVE in the whole world.Love is still within us,no matter who you are,no matter what is your race,we're definitely there to help.

Taiwan really did a lot this time.Many companies donated huge sums,artistes and singers donated really a lot.A mei even said that she will donate all her salaries from 12-22 May.Singers like Jay Chou donated 2 million NT,Wang Lee Hom donated 3.3 Million NT,Jackie Chan also donated 100 million NT.Taiwan sent daily needs and foods to China immediately.

I think,or I should say I hope,after this incident, Taiwan and China WILL have a better relationship.We will forget about all those unhappiness and work together.Work together for CHINESE!We are all carrying the Chinese blood and spirit in us thats why we're here for anyone!
There are scenes of people who didnt care about their safety and kept on trying to save as many people as possible.Scenes of youngsters in Beijing donating blood.Scenes of people cooking pots and pots of food to feed the hungry ones.

I've seen TOO MANY stories and heard too many things to say.I have also seen so much so much love from everyone.Really,I feel really loved by the World.Together,we stand strong.

Labels: We still have love

at 1:00 PM

Im 15.Nothing big a deal.Went out for lunch then went home for dinner.Thats how I celebrated my 15th birthday.Wasnt really a big whooha coz there's school tomorrow.Still sad over the earthquake that hit China.How can the World be so cruel?

Killed so many kids and broken up so many families and Most people who survived have to give up their limbs due to tiles and bricks lying on them too long.Kids still have a long life and without their hands or legs,tell me,how are they going to survive?How are they?This is how cruel the World can get.

Labels: Im 15 in a cruel world

at 11:14 AM

Its my Birthday Eve but yet...Im not feeling a thing.Yes Yes..Im turning 15 but there are people of the same age suffering under big crashed buildings.The Earthquake in SzeChuan,China.Many people has suffered due to the sudden Earthquake.Im 15 tomorrow and Im sure there are definitely much more people who are turning 15 tomorrow like me in China,but yet they are suffering.

Watching the news,seeing people trying to save them by risking their life,just made me so touched. They try their best to save as many life as possible.Even if they are far right under tiles and cements,even if they could only see their hands,its a live.They destination,their hard work and their determination is all for one reason,To save as many lives as possible.They put other people's live on the first place instead of theirs.I cannot imagine their spirits.They have been for 30 hours non stop,without sleeping,without eating.I applaud them for doing all these.

The news showed videos of families crying due to losing their family members,news showed students suffering under the tiles crying for help,news showed work forces and doctors/nurses running here and there just to save a live,news showed that the World still has love.I cannot imagine how those strong souls survived through hours of pain and sadness,I cannot imagine what it feels like.

Taiwan did a lot of help.They donated 100 million and donated food,blanket,tents and things that they need.The Rich also donated quite a huge sum of money for them.Singers like Jay Chou,Jackie Chan and Ying Huang Company also donated money for help.Even though Taiwan had always not been in good terms with China but We are still helping out because I know...now, its not about who offended who or how to boost the economy.Its all about saving life's of people as the times goes by.We are running short of time.

Another thing that I must praise and say is that China's prime minister did the right thing and I really look up upon him.He went to the places which were affected to help out.He comforted the shocked children.He said," Dont cry,Dont cry.You are the luck ones who survived,you must continue to live on.We government will help you out no matter what." The words have deeply touched me.He cried along when he saw hundreds,thousands crying people of his Country.He could do nothing,just like me.All he could do was to grab on to their hands and tell them to live on and not to give up.

We lost to a natural disaster.

There's nothing I can do on my birthday eve just to ease any poor souls out there.The only thing I can do is to watch the news everyday and pray for them.This year Im 15,and my birthday wish is to let the Earthquake stop immediately and more survivors.Please...let my wish comes true.All I hope is that more survivors can be found and those who already suffered,be it the victims or their families,please...continue to live on for your love ones.Those still trapped,continue to live on, dont give up,soon...the people will come soon.Think of your love ones and strive hard,dont give up.

The polices,the doctors and nurses,the work forces and everyone out there trying to save a single life.Please,continue to do so,continue to save more people.Even though people may not remember your face nor remember your name but to the people who had suffered,you will always be remembered.

My 15th Birthday's Eve,I've finally know what LOVE is.Im 15 in 2 and a 1/2 hours time.I promised to love my family no matter what because no matter what,they will love you too.

Labels: Birthday Eve

at 10:00 AM

Yes.I have gotten my new lowest result of all my life.A MATHS.Its a 16 out of 100.Cant believe I've scored such a low marks.I didnt feel anything at first,I could even laugh at it while comparing marks with others.But after awhile,I realized,hey...its a 16/100.How far could you get with this result?Like what my dad says,"Maths is really important in this society."

Im glad he told me that.I know.Actually,I always knew.
I dont know when have I become like this.I've totally give up on A Maths and suddenly,my passion towards study is gone.Maybe its a bad thing but,at least Im interested in music.Its my only goal in life.Other than that,I dont know what on Earth will be going on...I have no idea whether if its because of me getting the results or the conversation I've just had with Danielle but...here is how this SCREWED UP SOCIETY WORKS.

Everything acquires a degree now.Funny thing,I cant even pass my A maths.And not even failing with a high fail,its a 16.Everything from your job to your rank to your future and of course,how people looks at you are all based on one simple thing.A Degree.Without that,you're just a nothing.
Nowadays,degree is like only a piece of paper.For people to look up to you and have a good job,you must at least have a bachelor degree...

Great.Im not even planning to go into a JC.I plan to study music FOR LIFE!This means that I will not have a A level certificate and a University certificate.I asked myself...what if the music plan backfire?What will happen to you?What will you do?You dont have a certificate at all,who will hire you?There are many thoughts that come into my mind.But Im really sure,music is what I want.

But look,count the number of piano teachers out there.Count the number of pianist out there.Cant finish counting cant I?It gets tougher and tougher day by day.Im 15 in 3 days time but you have to start thinking.What if the music job backfires?Where in the World am I going to live?Who will I depend on?I cant possibly depend on my Dad and Brother by the time Im 20 plus?I will have to take care of my parents.But what if I dont have a job by then?No jobs will hire a person without a certificate by then.

Life is so screwed up.There's no other solutions but to face this SCREWED UP SOCIETY!!!

Labels: Screwed up LIFE

at 1:24 PM

Went to Vanessa's today. Went for a 2 hours exercise at the gym and then awhile on the swimming pool and then we went to the furo bath.This is the first time both of us going in,after living there so long...haha!The temperature was warm enough and both of us just sink down into the warm water and let loose of all our troubles!We took alot of photos and "commercials!".Had alot of fun.

Went up to bathe and then we went out for dinner with her family.We went to this nice Japanese Restaurant for beef.We ate dinner with one of their family's friend.The guy was really good looking for his age.Yeah...And they cracked up a lot of jokes.And asked a lot of difficult questions for me to answer but yeah...again,with my clever wit,I answered it all cleverly. They praised me..=)

Yeah...And we drank wine while eating...We gossiped...We laughed.Everything was just great~ And I go a little drunk...face starting to turn red and hot.All I could do is lie down inside their car and close my eyes...I was all crazy~ Hate being drunk...I should really train my stamina...

Labels: Dinner Night

at 12:35 PM

Yes...Like what the title have said,I've survived through another long day.Got my exam results,for English,I've really improved,I've got a 62,a B4 though.And for Chinese,I've officially been down graded to a B3,68.Like what?!I could not believe either but yea,thats the fact.Ok,my M.E.P officially sucked this term. Was so complacent after the first term that I think I could do everything but yeah,I've got a B4,64.So near yet so far.Damn.

Until now,Everything is at the average range.After paper checking,there's choir.And we sang como tu.Could tell that Ms Yin was really trying hard to get our attention at the foyer and during most of the practice.But yeah,its Friday.Its really hard to get attentions on Friday.Unless...You are Miss Lim. This is how a cruel World works.

Anyway,I've survived through another long day.Slept till 9pm just now =)
Im starting to be really proud of myself because of my DETERMINATION.Oh yeah...whatever! I couldnt even stop myself from eating during...stop talking about determination.
This reminds me of my concentration diet plan tomorrow.Yay!I hope I survive again!

Labels: I've survived through again

at 6:03 AM

I know it is crazy to post right now but I just wanna say how tired I am.Didnt sleep well last night and woke up around 0500.Im desperate for sleep right now however I only get to go home at 530. Its going to be a busy day ahead...Paper checking paper checking...then mep mep mep stuff and then choir choir choir...

could my life BE anymore interesting??

Labels: Another long day ahead

at 10:30 PM

I've accomplished 'TODAY'.I've made it through 'TODAY'!Slept early yesterday and woke up preparing myself that today WILL BE A LONG DAY! And yeah...everything went pretty well.One more day left to the weekend.Although it will still be a long day tomorrow but at least I've completed today without fail.

and good news.I've made my way there all by my own=) Proud of you!

Labels: I've accomplished

at 9:58 PM

Ok...just a quick post to say how wonderfully unhappy I am. I knew whats gonna come ahead yet I cant do anything...yeah...that always sucks!Anyway,tomorrow will be school school school again,then I will have my normal routine of MEP and I have NYGS choir concert.Yeah, frankly speaking...I dont wanna go at all.It starts around 1930 and I totally have no idea how late it will end and by the time I reach home...Its gonna be like what 2230 or later?I dont know.And by the time I finish bathing,blow my hair and pack up...guess how late it will be?

And Friday,I have like MEP paper checking right after school and immediately I have choir practice until 6?WTH...I damn hell tired man!Screw my life this week...totally wasted it in a rush!
And tomorrow S is not going for the concert and yeah...I'll have to go alone again!

And today... while I was on the bus...the traffic was so terrible that I took like literally an hour plus to reach home. The bus was so crowded and I wasnt shared with the air-con and so I was literally sweating and had breathing problems... Screw it.

Labels: Long Day

at 8:56 PM

Ok...its really getting windy now and my stomachache is not getting any better.Oh thats just Great! Hahs... today was exceptionally tiring to wake up at my normal time as... I dont really know why?! And i really had a hard time keeping myself awake in the bus ride to school where the environment at 630 in the morning is just too cold and quiet. Funny thing is that today,most students were sleeping on the bus! So...Im not the only one then =)

Ok .. in school, Mr Seah,gave us a long lecture and stuff about improvements and his personal life story which like gave us a great shock!I dont even dare to look into his eyes when he was talking...its just too depressing,but yeah,its kinda sad~ =( Anyway...there's choir tomorrow till 630, oh thats just GREAT?! Cant wait for weekend to come isnt it?Going for a concentration diet day with Vanessa.Oh yeah...another thing thats just GREAT... He said I should go on a diet and he PINCHED MY FATS! Oh...isnt that just great? And yeah...diet...here I come.

Hell...i really hate going to school nowadays.Im just on a holiday mood.Really wanna just stay at home and slack but yeah...i dont have the guts to skip school so yeah...im still sitting in my seat every morning,not paying attention to any of the class.I know my attitude sucks but couldnt help it,im just too tired.I'll always give the excuse that im still young but yeah...I know deep inside giving excuse is just way too stupid but still...couldnt help it!

I ate yogurt for dinner.Isnt that cool?First time I've did that.Not really proud of myself...more of a ' I-JUST-WOKE-UP-FROM-A-LONG-NAP-AND-DO-NOT-HAVE-ANY-APPETITE' thing.Yeah...how pathetic is that?Could I care less??

Thinking of tomorrow just makes me wanna puke.Choir till 630,thursday will be MEP till 6 and some choir concert and on Friday,choir again.Now becoming the SL of my section,it doesnt leave me with any choice but to do everything.Argh...Just hate my life.I just wanna quickly go on a holiday.Yeah...but what the crap, I've got vocal exams and piano exam coming up.Piano exam which is like grade 8 which I know I most probably will not pass.Damn...

Holiday is the greatest thing I look forward to.Most probably going on a holiday with Vanessa to Korea with her family.Its going to be weird but I dont know.Everything is still under planning stage so yeah...keep fingers cross.But I would still have to sort out the damn schedule for choir during the June Holidays. I mean like wth? You call it a June Holiday but yet Im still back in the school.I think everyone just literally forgot the meaning of HOLIDAY! It means staying up late at night and wake up in the afternoon feeling hell satisfied!!! And it also consist of not going to school for anything and relaxing myself for the whole month.Isnt that really clear?

My hate for school is just getting greater in a per day basis...Oh thats just great?!

Labels: Oh Thats just Great

at 4:52 PM

Ok...its going to be 2am.Its not really late but I'm really bored that I just wanna read a few pages of comics and sleep.Its saturday, went shopping with Vanessa just now.Bought a Dorothy Perkins top.Pretty satisfied with it! Today is exceptionally boring for me ( except for the shopping part ), after waking up,realise that he's gone...its a little boring~

Should I sleep or not??

Argh...I dont wanna waste my precious Saturday Night. Its Saturday man.Couldnt help but to stay up and enjoy the night.I totally have no idea what 2morrow will be like.I wanna shop and walk around.

Argh again!What a lonely boring night.Ok,if there's someone to talk to,it'll be much more fun. Im a little weird right now,feeling a little drunk but seriously,I didnt drink!Its a type of feeling~
Maybe its signaling to me that I shall be in bed right now~ yep!

Labels: Late at night

at 11:19 AM

Labels: Shopping

at 1:25 AM

Tonight is exceptionally not as humid as the other nights.Great=) Enjoying the breeze now...its a Saturday tomorrow,how nice?After exams,I've totally lost control of myself but never mind,as I stated,ITS AFTER EXAMS! Maybe I've think too much but tonight looks weird to me.Maybe its too quiet...Bro had slept,Wan Long's out,Maid asleep.The house is dark except my room...me blogging.

I love Friday nights.Nights where I really can sleep my nap through hours and stay up late listening to songs and daydreaming and sleep really late.I feel like reading a good book right now plus turning on my air-con even though my nose will get all uncomfortable.Yeah...my house has lots of good books but most of them are just PLAIN BORING.I wanna read a book like makes my heart pound,grabs my attention and makes me wanna read more and more.

Wanna go to a good bookshop and choose a bunch of nice books to read and enjoy it with a glass of green tea(obviously it will be great if its a glass of red wine) in my room throughout the weekend.I want my weekend to be as relaxing as possible.Sleeping through hours of nap without thinking about all the troublesome troubles that I have to worry.Living what a 15 years old girl should be living.


I know this may sound childish but I guess every teenager once have this thought in their mind isnt it?But come on...its just a phase but obviously Im in it right now and obviously I know I will get over it soon.Growing up means I get to work,not study(ok,this is really naive but thats what i feel) and most of all... I get to do things more easily.I dont wanna say I get to do anything I want. Because that's really just plain naive.Obviously who doesnt want to do anything they want...?But yea...THATS IMPOSSIBLE.Growing up.How slow or how fast it will come?

For now...ITS UTTERLY SLOW. For then...IT WAS FAST.

I dont know...wonder what will my cliques be when they are in their 30s or even 20s?
Nava will be a business woman busy signing documents in her office desk.
Niki will be a mother or 3 by then,and she will often go insane because of the 3 of them.
Evalin...I dont know how to say. but I think she might be working in a church,devotedly.
Shruthi will be a gynaecologist busy delivering babies.
Danielle...I think she will get a job as an air stewardess.She will be flying here and there buying all the goods overseas.Can imagine her in SIA's uniform and pulling her bag along.
YimQi,good idea.I think she will most probably end up being married early and being a violinist or violin teacher.She has very accurate pitch!
Me...Most probably will be teaching piano someway or somehow.Pianist will be best but its ok,any job related to piano is good enough.Hope to be married off by then...enjoying life with my work.
Vanessa...Doctor?Gossiping to me how doctors and nurses are so bitchy!
And we will exchange how our jobs sucks by then =)

My 2e9 cliques together photos after FYE.

How Danielle will looks like when she's pregnant =)

Again,its the 2e9 cliques taking photos at the corridor after FYE.
Me and Danielle taking photos on Sports Day 2008.

Labels: Quiet Night