I've finally realise how important study is.I failed 4 subjects in overall and its pretty hard for me to pass the overall for the whole year.I may retain if I dont do well this time.Retain?It never occurred to me.I've always thought that my results were bad but im never the retain kind of student.Finally, I've woken up.I can never retain but by looking at my results,its seem so.Even if I dont retain,School will make me drop to combine Science or drop my A Maths.Either one is equivalent to let me not go to JC.My L1R5 is 31.Its 31.31-4 = 27.I cant even go to a Poly.JC?Too far away.

I've started my intensive revision already.I have to pass my E Maths and Bio for sure.I have to pass.If not,Im retaining for sure.Ok,In order to pass my overall for Bio, I have to get 61 /100 for this test. I've never passed Bio at all.How am I suppose to pass with a B4 this time?Even if I just passed it,They will definitely force to drop to combine Science. I cant pass A Maths for sure.I cant pass Chem too.All Im depending on is to pass my E Maths and Bio overall.I have to.Its not a choice.And I have to do very well for all my other subjects.

I cant afford to drop or worst still,retain.I cant.All I can do now is to study hard for my maths and sciences.I have to pass my overall.I have to do well for English.I can only afford to fail 2 . No matter what,Im giving my best shot.I have to fight all the way till 6 Oct.Only by giving my best shot,then I will have no regrets.Or else,I may regret forever.


I never felt so strong about study before.Probably I have not woke up.But after receiving my report slip for term 3.It was like a tight slap on my face.Im not going anywhere with this kind of results.My final goal is to get into VJC. Or else other school is nothing to me.I know the cut off point for VJC.I have to be a 6-pointer.Vivien?A 6-pointer?Its never linked.But for once,I realise how important study is to my future.I dont wanna lose out.

Remember?Only money can give me the sense of security.Study till 6 Oct and I'll relax.I know Im a fighter.I know I can do it.