September 19.It was Clara birthday today.Happy Birthday!It was also the mysterious G-Dragon's Ex's birthday,Miss J?Wonder if she regretted or not?

I've been freaking busy this few days.Studying till late at night.Sleeping at 1 plus and waking up at 5 plus.Studying non-stop.Paying attention in class just to do well.I cant believe myself but yes,thats what Im doing right now.Busy memorising Bio facts,Chem equations,A maths formula.

I wonder what will it be like next year?I cant wait for exams to finish.My eye bags are getting bigger and thicker day by day.Van said I look thinner today.Must be because of nights of little sleep that caused it.I have never been so hardworking before.I want to do well.I have to do well.

Its not really a choice.

Ok...MEP performing is on Monday and Yim has not combined with me at least once.Pretty Screwed isnt it?I just cant wait for exams to end and I will definitely fulfil my dream.Which is to sleep the whole day.Sleep late on Friday and wake up late in the afternoon on Saturday.Eat,then to sleep again till night for dinner then sleep again.Yeah man.

I went out with Van in the afternoon.We had PastaMania.We were talking about A Maths and how hardworking we've got.No choice.This is the type of educational system we live in.No point arguing,its useless,Just face the fact and accept it.We walked around shops and bought a Minnie Notebook together for Bio.We ended revising Bio in KFC where 2 bengs kept starring at us.They must be thinking us as freaks or nerds?Haha...I've finally become one.

Troubles increase as you grow older.What can you do?Pretty much nothing.Face it?Im so irritated by everything now.Its 330 in the morning and Im still awake doing nothing.So gonna wake up late 2morrow before studying.I hope I get good results.Please let me pass everything.I dont wanna disappoint my family and most of all,I dont want to waste my hardwork.Im giving in my best until 6 Oct.I have to prove to myself that I can.