 Sunday, June 28, 2009
 at 8:13 PMWeather : Typical Mood : MONG Term 3 officially starts tomorrow. FML. Term 3 resolution : 1. Finish all given homework 2. Be more responsible 3. Lesser usage of computer 4. Sleep earlier Endless FML. Listening to : Tell me your wish - Girls Generation Labels: my life xoxo, Happy thoughts! Friday, June 26, 2009
at 3:45 PMWeather : Windy Mood : Quiet  R.I.P Michael Jackson ( 1958-2009 ) I was badly shocked this morning.Woke up around noon time and turned on my com and found out that Michael Jackson had passed away.I couldnt believe my eyes for sure.It took me quite a few sources to believe that the King of Pop left the World. Bummed and shocked,I began looking through many comments and I just wanted to blog about this. Well,I admit that Im not a 100% MJ fan since I was born in the 90s but my whole family was.Mum and Dad even went to his concerts.I was influenced by my brother and started listening to his classics.Black and White,Smooth Criminal and more... I really enjoyed his performance.Those near perfect performance,but now,I guess I wont have a chance to watch them live already... Im sad not mostly because of his death,like my what brother say,he's time has arrived. What Im upset about is that he had to leave the World this way,with all the bad press and media.Some articles are just ridiculous and having great fame since young,he must have thousands of bad press and it must have hurt defending himself throughout the years.Thats what Im sad about. Also something that made me really down was that out of a sudden,people start realising his importance,start to remember those good deeds he has done to the World and stuff.Whats even more sad that,people will soon forget about this incident and move on with life.Not implying that people should ramble about this and stop their daily routines.It means that soon people will continue with new singers and Im afraid a legend will be forgotten. Also,throughout the years.I was never ONCE swayed by the bad press.Especially the 'molesting kid' incident.I didnt believe it at all.Well,I dont dare to say whether it happen or not,I just dont believe.And about him being racist to his own skin colour... oh please shut up.Some comments on the net really pisses me off.He has passed on and I think people should give him the least respect by keeping comments to themselves. Havent contact mum and dad since this morning.I think they'll be really shocked too. What a pity,I've always wanted to watch MJ's concert with them. Gah...Its just some thoughts on losing a great singer.MJ is the legend,period. No one could beat his record.I believe and hope people would always remember him. Much respect to his family and friends.And somehow,Michael Jackson can now finally Rest In Peace. Listening to : Take me home Country Road - Daishi Dance Labels: my life xoxo, Happy thoughts! Tuesday, June 23, 2009
at 1:09 AMWeather : Typical Mood : Solemn  First of all,I wanna bid my farewell to Lady Yejin and Chunderella. T.T I didnt expect such a big blow.I only wanted to watch the last part of the farewell episode 1. Cause Im suppose to wait for Vii and watch together but its 1am now and im bored.Little did I know they would have videos of past episodes and farewell message to YJ and CH.I think I started crying even before they teared.This is just too sad. I teared up the most seeing Kim Sooro teared.I mean,his beloved ChunHee is leaving. He couldnt even finish his message without pausing in between.And Hyori too, her best sister Yejin.Without Yejin,how are they suppose to have dinner?And without clumsy Chunhee,who are gonna do all the stupid actions and stunts?Plus,no one can dive and drives a truck.I finished half a box of tissue just watch one part of the show. Right now,I have swollen eyes. Before watching this episode,I knew they were leaving but it just didnt hit me.Until I watched the episode,until it was shown on tv then did I realise they were leaving. Chunhee and Yejin both said they were sorry that they cant follow the family till the end.Everyone cried so badly,especially the family maknae,DaeSung. It must really hard on them,since they stayed together for one whole year,meeting up every week and work together.It must have been really hard for them. Plus,they really had been like a family.Even though im only a viewer,its really obvious that since the first episode till now ep 52,they have developed strong bonds and love between each and one another.Hyori and Yejin being the sisters,Yejin and Jong Kook's fabricated scandal,Hyori and Chunhee same aged couple,Stepmother Kim and Chunderella's relationship.Even though I dont know them,Im crying so badly. It would be really great if they had not replaced them with 2 new members.Because loyal fan like me wouldnt like it,to be frank.Not that I dont like the 2 new members, and of course I cant judge them yet cause they had not been on the show yet but deep impressions and memories had given to the both of them.Causing it really hard to accept anyone new.It will be hard on the 2 new comers since netizens nowadays are really strong.We'll see... We're gonna miss you two. Labels: my life xoxo, Happy thoughts! Friday, June 19, 2009
at 10:59 PMWeather : Typical Mood : Troubled 2 ppl got into TJ again.Not that Im not happy for them.Its just that....how do I describe this feeling?Kinda regret not going for DSA?And a little jealousy.I dont know why Im so troubled about this even though its my decision not to go for DSA.I really should be studying but yet...I keep thinking that I definitely can and will make it.High self confidence taking over me again.I really hate this yet Im doing it again.I just seem to cant make myself study.Funny huh?Im saying this and unhappy about it yet Im not doing a single thing... Not as if my results are perfect...they are bad yet I really dont feel like caring. Some times I get the feeling that I will end up in poly.And during school days,I even had nights dreaming about flunging my O's.And I will wake up crying and scared. Contradicting thing is that,when the next day I go to school,I day dream throughout the period.I go home,I watch videos,sleep and cant even bother finishing my homework.Seriously...Whats wrong with me?! I keep judging others,yet I just wasnt smart enough to judge myself. I really want to do well...yet Im so lazy. I keep telling myself...tomorrow...study tomorrow,relax first. And when tomorrow comes,I tell myself the same thing.Seriously,I cant stand myself sometimes...Like Im angry about something but yet to cause less trouble,I rather shut up and I get really upset inside.I dont know what Im up to seriously.I dont wanna disappoint anyone...and I tell myself too...yet...I just cant buck up. Much sigh...FML. And recently,I cant sleep really well at night.And I dont know why I started thinking about my past.Can I say Im fucking embarrassed?Like WTH was I doing back then seriously?So many embarrassing actions haunting me...Back then,I tokk lykee diss worx...( no offense to people who type like this,seriously,its just me.) and I found this typing very kawaii nehxzxz ( again...no offence.) And back then,I was like in love with 5566.No offense to those 5566 fans seriously,Im not embarrassed about being their hardcore fans.Im embarrassed by myself back then.Like I was so into them for years ok...I mean YEARS!And I was like a fucking cao ah lian back then.Not to mention the way I dress...Like who the hell puts pink top and bright yellow skirt together?!Who the hell?! ( No offense again,its just my clothes ). Like why the hell would I wear that.Now that I think of,I really applaud myself for the effing guts I had man.Also,as a hard core fan,I queued up early for their autograph session.Im not embarrass about queuing up seriously,cause hardcore fans do do that. Its just that the way I approach them is just like some crazy bitch.Not to mention the way I talk to people.Fucking CAL. Also...life wasnt better back then with the fucking haircut.Gosh...remembering the haircut makes me wanna stab myself.Like why of all slant?(No offense again). Why oh why?And the way I speak...where got sia?Have MEH?HOSEH! ( No offense,its just me,I dont like myself speaking like that).Like who in the world will be attracted to a girl who has the slant hair cut,country pumpkin dressing and speaks like that?! And I swear I was a total bitch back then.If people disliked me,I definitely knew why.And I will never blame them for hating me back then cause now that I think of,I would hate myself too. Finally,last year.I sort of woke up.Like I typed in proper English.Although its not perfect but at least its not singlish.And I started to carry myself well.I stop the ahlian actions,stop buying clothes that makes me look CAL.And suddenly, I've just upgraded myself.Thank god seriously.Although people just think Im a spoiled bitch but at least I carry myself well now.I learn how to walk properly,speak properly,and totally realise what a proper girl should be.And I totally moved on into loving EDISON CHEN. Come on man,Admit it!Without the sex scandal,he's still the hot ED Chen right? Like imagine him without the scandal.He's still damn hot and cute aint it? Like when he appeared in infernal affairs series.Dont tell me you didnt find him hot?I would never buy it.Ok ok...nearer movies like Initial D?Stop lying to yourself that he's hot. I myself as a girl,probably just me,I dont give a damn about his sex scandal. Maybe its just me or what, but frankly speaking,it didnt affect me at all.Yes I know,like are you a woman or what?He kept those photos. So?Its his private life anyway.As an audience,its his acting that counts isnt it? And come on,he's still an eye candy right?Hot face,cute smile,owns a hot car and is damn bloody rich.Dont tell me you've never been into Ed Chen.I dont buy it. I cant wait for him to be back on screen! Im glad I finally realise what is it to become a 'higher class' person.Not saying that Im rich or proud or whatever.I just wanna upgrade myself and stop carrying myself so lowly as ever.Yes,as my close girlfriends would know why...I didnt really expect this blog post to be this long..I just wanted to throw everything out before it gets into me. Im feeling much better now,now that Im a better person =) . I should be happy. It took quite alot of courage to post this,although not alot of ppl view my blog. But oh well,its still viewable to many ppl.So yeah,please dont judge me because of my words. Last but not least,no offense for the nth time. Listening to : Thank you - Kim Jong Kook Labels: my life xoxo, Happy thoughts! Thursday, June 18, 2009
at 9:19 PMWeather : Typical Mood : Neutral OMF.It took me like 2 hours to upload all these photos. HAHA...First and foremost,Happy Birthday to my love,Vii. Along side,Happy birthday to Yiying <3 Vii celebrated her birthday at St. Regis hotel 2 days back. I was kind of out of place at first cause I knew none of them.And I was shock somehow.But overall,I ended up socialing well.I went early to Vii's house to get prepared before setting out to the hotel.Something really funny happened. And I guess it definitely happen to girls while doing their makeup. We were totally silent...! Both of us were concentrating so much on our makeup that no noise were made.We just sat infront of different mirrors putting our make up.And if someone were to take a photo of us getting ready.That would be a hit!My mouth was like half closed while trying to draw the line on my eye.HAHA! The party was fun overall.Many suprises like "broke-leg-incident" and Vii's cousin suprising her at the door.There was just too many things.We played games and danced.Had dinner at Central Shopping Centre and lingered around Clarke Quay. I had the honour to sit on the main table,alongside with Tsun Hao and Eric.HAHA! Returning,we watched a little tv and danced a little.Green tea tasted like alcohol to me. And thanks to Vii's dad for the Choya. Oh!Much thanks to Eric for sending me home. And yes Vii,you do not have to worry.             I swear this looks like the bungalow that Isabella was given by Lee Zekai!         sushi filled with Wasabi!      Here comes the unglam shots!                      Brenda and Valerie  Valerie and Cuiling.I envy CL for her moonshape eyes. Similar to Lee Hyori.I want one too...  Im a little shy about posting my selca.But oh well,I look alright =) I know I have high self confidence.     LADIES...                        Eric and Tsun Hao.                          MY LOVE...TAKUYA KIMURA !       HAHA!My face felt a little irritated and it was already like 12 hours since I put on my make up and so we decided to remove it for our skin's sake. My eyes are half the size and I look so damn sleepy even though im awake.  Heibe Wong Yi Hei~ The cute little girl...Vii's niece~ She's really cute!   And ending note : WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO SAY IM NOT YOUR TYPE. PLEASE LOOK INTO THE MIRROR BEFORE SAYING THIS! Listening to : Emotion - Yu Chae Young Labels: my life xoxo, Happy thoughts! |
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