Strumming Some Heartstrings


Saturday, August 20, 2011
at 7:41 PM



Just realized, I have not updated this dead town for more than a year?
Been inspired to blog, thanks to WongFuProductions, Philip Wang's blog reminds me of this ghost town, which is dead for more than a year.

Firstly, so many things have changed within the year I've stopped blogging, all thanks to twitter.
But, just within 2011, alot have changed. There's so many life-changing moments I'd like to share but its too personal. No matter what, Im thankful that I've pulled through everything. Alot has changed actually, not only the surrounding but also within? I wouldnt say I've matured alot, but I think I can safely say I've learned much more things in life? I hope I dont sound too childish... but 2011's definitely an eventful year for me. Actually, Im grateful that I survived everything, even though, sometimes, I wished some things didnt have to happen. But I guess thats God's will right? Everything happens for a reason.

Oh,and I start to gain more understanding towards myself and realize Im actually a very conflicted person. Its like, sometimes Im optimistic and cheerful, but just as much times, Im an emo kid, pessimistic and all. Maybe thats all part of growing up, like a phase or something? But Im thankful for my friends this year. Very very grateful for them, especially my classmates. Not to mention Danielle, Vii, Jos, Kevin and Edison. These people were there for me when I needed them the most. And I daresay, life's definitely much better with them. I really appreciate them, esp my classmates, since we're all going through a tough nation wide exam in a few months? Im glad we all came together because, this time last year? We werent as close as we are now, its like, we're just plain classmates. Now, school's a better place and I love going to school because of them. Official life as a student (proper) is gonna end in a few months time. Im so not prepared for it but I guess it'll come faster than I know. And I hope, by this time next year, I can still safely say that my best friends now are still the ones I hang out with.

And also, Im 18 now. I dont know what that number consist of. More freedom? More responsibilities? Well, right now, I have to prepare really hard for this nation wide exam. But the thing is, Im not prepared. Yes... so not prepared for it. In about 3 months time, I have to take an exam that determines whether I get to go to Uni or not. But right now, Im still failing every single subject. I seriously think I wont make it to a local uni. SERIOUSLY. I dont know what to feel about it actually. The fear still hasnt set in yet, though I hope it'll set in soon.

Oh, and the two pretty babies and the top of my post, are Hawaii (black) and Miami(brown). They're my new babies. I think I gave them cute names! Time flies isnt it? Mocha,Grouch and Polie are already 7 years old. I know 'the time' has to come sooner or later, but lets not go into that. Hawaii and Miami sure brought alot of joy into my life. And with the departure of my maid ( who ran away actually )... 5 rabbits are definitely hard to take care of. But Im glad, I took up the responsibilities of taking care of them. Thats my rabbit's family portrait on the top of the post. As you can see, Im a pet lover... I hope they stay healthy always!

What else to talk about... hmm... there's so many things actually but I think Im gonna end here. I hope I'll blog more often in time to come. What an awkward moment if I blog tmr too...haha. Right now, I cant wait for my exams to end. Maybe life would be better after this. I can finally have some long-deserved fun. The last time I actually partied was 3 months ago at Danielle's birthday? Then I got busy with school and my bed. Just realize we didnt get Danielle a cake but we bought her a perfect gift though!

Goodnight =)

xoxo,
Happy thoughts!




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