Saturday, May 20, 2006
Today was tired...woke up at 520am,prepared for speech day.Choir conductor was already angry when she came in.I dunnoe if we sang well or not,her expression didnt show anything.The audience maybe didnt know how to appreciate our songs bah?They showed no expression too... Sometimes...I really wonder why cant I face you without expression?I showed sad and maybe others when I saw you.Stupid me...I tried to gave no expression but still everyone see's it!I really have no comment for that,but you know...im trying hardly to forget things~Im tired...I slept from 11 to now...funny yea?Wierd eh?I didnt dreamt of anything at all,just a peaceful sleep and a quiet one.This few hours,I really enjoyed without thinking of whateva troubles. Maybe God knows that Im too tired and just need some rest...anyway,I really had a nice wonderful peaceful rest.I feel more relax now,not as tired already! Im thinking...asking....wondering...pondering...will yesterday happen again?Everything changes day by day.Maybe even hours or maybe even thru minutes or second they changes.Dont you think its too fast?Maybe I had fun on my bday but will next year bday be the same?The feeling will be different,it's just different.Not the surrounding but the feeling!Sometimes...I really wonder will yesterday come back as my tomorrow? I sing national anthem everyday but everyday with different feelings,different types of emotion singing it isnt it?Will my yesterday comes back as my 2morrow?If yes,I hope the days in childhood comes back.People who know me well should know my reason,if you dont then dun ask,I wont tell. There are still too many 2morrows ahead,all my Yesterday's cant even slot into one.Maybe thats the reason... Will yesterday come back as 2morrow? xoxo, Happy thoughts! |
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