Strumming Some Heartstrings


Friday, September 22, 2006
at 6:17 PM

The reason I chose this colour is because...im feeling grey!Like how the greyish skies are!Although I got my braces off(that im happy about), i still feel grey...exams!They're killing me...so what if its year-end?im only sec1 rite?i still can work hard when im sec 2 rite?Thats what i told myself but the surrounding just forced me to study!I know this may seem crappy but everyone is studying so hard,it just makes me feel like im losing out or something else!I dunnoe...arghh!Im just stressing myself out i guess?I feel so frustrated...and...dad's sick!He sounded restless...can i do anything for him??

I wish I could...I really wish I could!Im tired/frustrated/sick/sad/at my wit end, I think im an mixture of all that!I cannot take it anymore...I dun want to study anymore...I want to go on holiday,myself or with my friends!I want to relax myself...have been like that for so long...I always know that the reason for all my grey feeling are not only all on stress and studies...theres more I have to worry about...too many things!I cant explain...i dunnoe how to...and i dun wanna talk about it too!

How to distress?Laugh out loud?sing?shout?I dunnoe...I really dunnoe...how to distress!Teach me...?Or Im going to go crazy soon!I want to go on vacation...myself!I wish I could but I Know its impossible...maybe just a shallay trip with friends?I hope that Im fine...i really hope everything will end soon!No one will understand the stress im undertaking...although i know there are more who suffer more than me but fine...im a spoilt brat?Just say that...im one...i cant take it...is there something call forever?Tomorrow will be better?Yeah...unbelievable...smile vi,you know you can do it rite?
xoxo,
Happy thoughts!




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