Saturday, December 23, 2006
Happy Christmas Eve's Eve to me!This year's Christmas will be a little weird for me cause, bro and dad had a big fight a few days before.yea...again!Things are just not getting better for me.Its just all getting worst and worst and worst.But whatever,I dont care anymore.I just live the way I like for now.For now,I just wish that no one ruins this year's Christmas!Maybe going out with Vanessa on the 26th.She's coming back tomorrow.Phew... quoting from an old catchy phrase ," you will only treasure and know the importance of the thing when its gone!" Yeah... Very right!Feeling lonely after she's gone... No one to talk to... at least phone bill has cut down a few huh?Haha,Was watching My Girl with bro just now.so cute~ in love with lee junki now. Everyone says he looks too feminine and he looks just like a girl but his not!He's manly feminine.Dont judge a book by its cover ! I think his nice but many people says that he's a flirt. but who cares?im in love with him~ *sigh* trying to change the subject in my mind but kept thinking or I should say worrying that my christmas will be ruin.Its christmas.my favourite occasion. Used to celebrate christmas and new year with dad,mom,da ge and er ge and me.Now,no more.Dont even remember when was the last time our whole family has sat down together to eat a meal.Its either me and dage , er ge and mom and maternal side and dad alone. Family... Even new year where every chinese family will sit down with their whole family to have a meal.me?eat out with bro and dad? Thats how pathetic I celebrate occasions. could vaguely remember me playing the christmas tune on piano and dad,mom and 2 bros eating at the dining table.wow...when was that?Like 7 or 8?yea...thats just my family.No matter where I go,no matter how much I Hate it,no matter how much pressure I take,no matter how much we quarrel,no matter how much I dont wanna acknowledge them,they are still my family.We are having the same blood inside ourselves. This is something that couldnt be change. im sim. Labels: my christmas xoxo, Happy thoughts! |
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