After watching the recent episode of Korean Reality Show,'We Got Married',My urge of getting married increased again.This show is crazily testing my patience.ITS SO SWEET!<3! Alex and Shinae are the prince-and-princess couple.Crown J and So In Young are the New Product-Ant Couple.Andy and Solbi are the realistic ANSOL couple.And last but not least,its Hwang Bo and Hyun Joong with their noona-dongseng couple!

The couples live together in a mock house and the PD nims will throw them scenarios and they have to act like real married couple.And sometimes of the show,Although I know that they are not real married couples but sometimes,it gets confused.I would really think that In Young and her Seobang make a good match.

I wanna get married too~Its too sweet.Its insanely sweet~

I've always imagined my marriage days.But recently,I had a nightmare,I really hope its just a nightmare and not a fall shadow.I dreamt that my mum and I passed by this fortuneteller who pops up and said my mum's life story and my mum was so shocked as everything was right and the fortuneteller turned to me and grabbed my hand,wrist I should say.And starting visualizing my whole life?He looked at the paths of the lines on my palm and shaked his head.He said I was gonna have a nice boyfriend and the guy looks decent,decent looking,decent job,decent family background,decent smile,decent husband-to-be.However,I AM gonna marry that head-to-toe-decent guy but once we're in a marriage,Everything is gonna change.He's not as decent anymore.He slaps me...He shouts,all things changed out of a sudden.And I pictured that. And the fortuneteller added on by saying that I will get one divorce in my life.

Hell no.Im not getting a divorce man.If its others,I will encourage them if They are not happy in their marriage but for me?HELL NO!But im fine with others having a divorce but im not fine about having a divorce myself.I feel embarrassed though...Im really afraid...

But I always think about marrying a GREAT guy who can afford a bungalow like Alex ( WGM ). And he's in cooking cause I SUCK at it.In the morning,we'll wake up from our elegantly decorated bedroom. During the holidays where we dont have to work,we'll wash the car together,spraying water at each other.Or prepare cookies together and eat it all up in the afternoon with a glass of milk.Both of us just sits there listening to songs and humming to it while sweet-talking.

And I always pictured that we'll have a high-tea table by the window and when it rains,we'll sit by there,drinking our warm tea,taking photos of each other and kicking each other legs underneath the table.Gazing into each others eyes,daydreaming.Acting cute to each other and smiling at each other.And when the rain stops,we'll put up the laundry together.Hanging our clothes,blanket,underwear.Joking around in the meantime.

I'll try begging him to do the rest of it while I go in and make him something to eat.Encouraging him after helping me out with the chore works.Then we'll rest awhile on the bed before going out for dinner.He'll rest and I'll read books.Jazz music being played.And we'll get changed and set off to eat out.Im fine in going anywhere to eat.

We'll play the latest songs on the car.And when our favourite love song is played,we'll give a hint look at each other.Smiling.I'll look at my wedding ring,remember the day we got married.The day where women are the most beautiful.The day I wore my white bridal gown and exchanged vows with him.And while the car stops for red light,I will jokingly try to reach for the car gear or try to switch on some car functions.And he will gently push my hand away and warn me , "People are gonna be in danger if you drive." And I will smack his arm.

And if we meet his friend(s) on the way,He'll introduce me as,"my wife."And I'll give my very best to put up a good image infront of his friend to make him look good.And after the dinner when we go home,we'll take a great bath and change into our couple pajamas.We'll look at stars together until we're sleepy and go to bed.That would be really sweet isnt it?

But yeah I know...Often marriage is so much different from dating.We'll have to face many things in marriage.Reality is one of them.Not all marriage is sweet and perfect.But yeah...I always try to think of things like that.How nice if I could get married right now.Wonder when we'll be that big day?And I really hope the guy is good.I dont wanna have economic problem by then...Ah...
Autumn night,thinking about marriage.Oh the marriage life.